WAHOO, NEW YEARS PARTIES!!!!!!!!!! I'll be seeing you later Dan!

Ah fuck you dan! It's been what 2 days since i've talked to you ,not even that, and I / we invit4ed you to see movie with us sat. you are the one who said no, and I even said I'd spends those hours with just you while derek worked until all of us could do something and you are the one who decided to just get up and leave me not the other way round and for your info. the only reason why we were still at the subway when you showwed up was cuz of me so i'm glad you think i've ditched you. AGuess you don't want to hear that i haven't been home since sunday afternoon, i stayed with kyle and derek adn slept on the couch then saw LOTR with Derek and leslie last ngiht and the stayed at dereks again we both fell asleep on the couch and i got up at 6:30 and he told me to go sleep in his bed cuz his sisters car was blocking the van. Got home came on to se what you were up to, and you ran away, Guess means you ain't coming tomorrow downtown since i always run away on you and am just as bad as everyone else i won't even bother telling you when and where abnd shit like that

i want to post something in here but i dont know what to say. I like it this way, empty mind, nothing going through it, nothing to ponder on. its perfect. right now i'm listening to Liz Phair - Why Can't I, its a good song, it was next in the playlist. "Whenever i think about you" now its another day by Mest. They are good as well. well steph just suddenly left and i dont know why or where she went so its me all alone now.. :( guess i'll finish this i'll finsih this post later of not even finsih it just let it trail off. kinda like this...

thats not too good... what did the cop say to you guys... you should be able to go to a messages section in your phone and then into an inbox and thats where the old messages should be... or you could just read the instruction manual for your phone that might help...ah last week of christmas vacation... and i'm bored as help... i dont know what to do... i might start just goign and visiting some people out of the blue... but i first ahve to get my brother out of the house so that i can just leave when i want... but i dont know who to visit... could always visit ang or pam, or kate, but thats about the only people that i would go visit... the rest are far... oh wait jimmy and alfie i would go visit too... hehe stephs got a good webcam now... hehe, you look good... i still want some pictures tho... anyways i think noelle gave up on us.. cuz shes always with derek now and stays out late and shit like that and just never talks to us anymore... well she doesn't talk to me anymore... always too busy... and doesn't invite me anywhere either... she said she would always invite me.. shes become like the rest of them... they just fucken forget about me... if i want to do something i have to make an effort... no one calls me
fuck em...

I rode in a cop car tonight! My friend and me were out past cerfew and he picked us up and took us home and on the way home, i got two text messages from you dan! so i couldnt reply back and I dont know how to read the old ones

:P

welll i dont know what time it is but its around 8:30 and i came online to talk to you steph but your not online... noelle hope for having fun at the movies.... blah blah blah...

i got a webcam. but it sucks:P its like orange in the background

Well I've only been awake for bout 3 hours, lol, i had a lovely Christmas, the only down side was the fact that i didn't see dan , I saw Zoe, Richard, Derek, Matt, talked to Sara, on Phone, saw Diana today, tho i got to talk to dan on christmas eve which sorta made up for it, I'm happy i got to see everyone I care bout. and i had a pretty interesting night too, i left at 11 to go to subway with zoe matt(jones), and derek, we dropped zoe back off and went to dereks, and me and matt talked for like 3 hours, and and derek just listening which is funny cuz you'd think amtt would have felt liek a 3rd wheel but no, then matt left and was gonna drive me home but derek stole my lighter so i ended up staying till 6 am, I haven't really done much else as it stands for today i now have to go to TO tomorrow cuz everything got fucked up, and Zoe and leslie are planning a double date for one of these days which is kinda cute if you ask me, newaz i got nothing else to say or do so i'm gonna go back to chatting and listening to my music cuz i got nothing planned for tongiht, pl are working, so maybe later i mgiht end up with casey or something just for entertainent, but who knows. Hope you guys are hacing fun, and Dan you'll have to cakll me whe nyou get back, k!

love Noelle

Hey Hey, Again, lol, newaz i got a few more exciting gifts this afternoon, Richard showed up with Tigger socks, they are so kewl, and then we went to his house to get the other gift(s), lol, his mother scared the shit out of me cuz i always felt like she didn't like me and she gave me one of those hug with kiss things when i got there and thanked me for the presetn i got her, lol, neways i got a huge giraffe statue, that is like too big to put on my dresser but it fits, well enough and a really beautiful painting that we hang on my wall when we got me home, they are amazing gifts, the nicest things in my collection thus far, lol, he must have spent a fortune tho he wouldn't tell me how much or where he bought ,them, Stole his lighters, and hand cuffs, hehe, gonna have some fun with them, lol, the hand cuffs are the more real ones too, i'm gonna hand cuff leslie to someone since he wouldn't let me steal his pair, lol, and the lighter are just for entertainemnt, lol. Tho he did basicly say he wanted me backl kinda thing, tho it was in a back handed way kinda thing to start. Asked what he'd have to do to get me , and i told him kill derek, and he basiclly said fine....was kinda weird, i really don't understand you ppl, there is nothing special about me worth that much of an effort tho Richard always did put more than a 100% into everything he did for me.....i mean he found the tatto parlour io want to pierce my naval at, and thats al the way out in toronto, guiesw he took a really lonmg drive. OI.......!!!!!!!!! Kill me now......!!!!!!!!

Hey Dan starting to get really weird not having seen you in over 5 days, so odd, lol, oh boy....neways that all for now, gotta go back for dessert soon lol, continue to have great Christmas'.

*Noelle*

Ok, well i'll start with MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!, then yeah i did end up going to the Papps party the other night was fun, Leslie keep taking shoots, and Matt had his beer, and he gave me a class of it and some girl keep giving me the end of her drinks cuz she wanted me to drink, was killer, didn't get drunk tho, but i didn;t want to so thats kewl, got me home for about 2, but didn't actually go inside until 5, the dog was barking and woke my mom up and it was really unny, lol. Umm yesterday was generally boring, tho i did get to talk to you, Dan, on the phone thank you for calling thought you';d forgetten me, lol, impossible i know , lol. Got to see derek, and open my christmas present, Pitch black, lol, it';s to keep me "entertained" while familly is boring me to death, lol, wen t to church twice yesterday too, had to wear a dress but it was ok cuz David gave me a compiment, supposedly i turned him on but he was just being nice, lol, got drink santas milk too, lol was fun, And today is Christmas, i got cute socks, and a nice colloared shirt that i need to buy pants with, and i'm dragging you along dan since you like that style you can help me find a pair that suites with the shirt, i also got a giraffe tea pot, lol, and 3 new stuffies, jacob, Chuck the checkered giraffe, and sleppy, lol, cute names eh. I got some sk shit too, and me and trevor are watching his cpoy of the rock right now, it's such a kick ass movie, lol. uhhh....I'm going to get my naval pierced tomorrow, tho we have to be back by 4:30 for zoe, lol, that kinda sucks but oh well we'll just got earlier in the morning tiss all, and that wasy i can prolly see dan hoping he gets back sometime tomorrow at a resonable time, lol, tho i still have to get the rest of his present, lol, kinda pathetic, eh, lol, i've been trying tho ,lol, my mom wants me off the net, so i gott finish up now, i think thats all i got to say newayz, so once again MERRY CHRISTMAS, and have fun.
Love Noelle

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

MOowahahah, ok so sunday i went to church twic3e which was shitty, tho i saw Kyle and derek btw the two times cuz kyle needed his supenders, and then i got dragged to my aunts house, and liek passdeed out watching freakyfriday , yesterday i had my pjs on and wwalked to saras snuck in and left her present on her bed, then i hiked my ass to dereks to surprise him, we watched movies all day then went to caseys for his food party, lol stayed till 1:30, had like 15 ppl there tho liz was only there for 20 minutes, then others left at 11:30, i almost fell asleep tho was awake enought o ofer myself to be hand cuffed to laura, tryed to go up her shirt for my santa hat, she freaked and ran off, so matt and casey takelled her for me. lol, didn't even get in trouble for being later, mother has finalyl given up ,lol. Today i babysat in the monring so i'm 30$ richer, lol then i got to see zoe, and we played with her web cam, and we were liek lesbians, and kissed and leslie was hitting on her, and it was really fun, lol, gonna try to get the both of us oyut of the house wit hderek, to go to Papps pary so hshe can meet him and leslie have to weait till after x-mas for you dan, lol, oh you coming on boxing day for the piercing? i'm going ot with zoe to meet sara.. get back to me on it, lol, newaz mom is upstairs talking shit bout me, so i think i'm pulling late one again tonight, after cake that is, lol, uh what else would you want to know bout the past ferw days......huh, i dunno i think that generally all, nething that important, oh dan i got some shit to teol you that you might wanna know has to do with derek, but i dunno what to think of it, something he said while we were watching a movie yesterday, close to what you said before....and Steph don't worry it doesn't mean nething, it hurts always does, when things liek that get found out but if you asked gotta be prepared to take it and swallow it cuz then you gett trusted again, i find out shit all the time i wish i had never asked bout but i deal with it quietly.newaz i'm doen for now, TTFN
~*Noelle*~

could ur whole outlook on a person change by one thing that someone tells you???..... i am going crazy here:'(

iiiiiiiiiimmmmmmmmm baaaaaaaack. I didnt take pictures though! i forgot my camera. i was so pissed. It was fun though. me and lexi were in the hot tub and this old drunk couple came in and we talked to them for a while. well, i managed to spend all my money in 24 hours. at least im done shopping now.where is dan?? i didnt hear he was going ne where! well, im goin to sleep im really tierd! bye bye
steph

WELL WE GET 2 WEEKS OFF WHATEVER THAT IS, I DON'T KNOW, AND I WISH WE HAD RIDES IN OUR MALLS THEN I MAY BE MORE INCLINED TO GO MORE OFTEN....

k, newwaz today i got woken up from my 13 hours of sleep by the phone, at bout 1 o'clock then was told to get out of bed so i could save Derek from watching movie alone with Burger. Was fun, we scared him a few times so he left, and went upstairs for like 20 minutes before he'd come back. I wrapped all dereks christmas presents for him and he just laughed cuz he didn't have to do any work, the only one i didn't wrap was my own, he wouldn't let me...then i came home for Quinn's b-day dinner, yummie chinese food, delecious, tho i haven't had ne cake yet cuz i "went" to LOTR with derek, Kyle, burger, nick, leslie, omar, casey, chris, but in actuallity, it was sold out so it was just to get me out of house, we all went and played pool for 2 hours, which costed us 56 dollars, which derek payed for 30 cuz shitheads didn't bring $$$. I had SOOOOOO much fun,. i got to play for a WHILE THEN I JUST SAT WITH dEREK and watched how much they all sucked ass, even i have a little bit of talent compared to them, and i managed to get kyle to give me hid suspenders, whicvh looked kinda kewl with my black t-shirt, Derek said it was cuz i was sexy that he actaully gave them to me but thats just bull. Casey, Leslie, And chris went t o see laura for aN HOUR AFTER POOL SO ME DEREK, BURGWER ANF KYLE GOT FOOD, AND mATT came and joined us after he was done work, the nwe went back to Dereks to get rid of burger and watched the end of blade, and now i know what to get Derek for x-mas, minus the necklace, then we found out everyone was down at casey so i dragged there asses of the couch and got them to walk to matt so we could drive down south end, i came home cuz it was already past went i would be 4 hours movie over, had so much fun! HEHEHE! had some interesting things that i prolly shouldn't write bout just incase...kinda shit, but aske me bout it and i'll explain, lol. Well i missed dan today, bet he's having loads of fun off in french speaking Quebec skiing his ass off without me, should honestly packet me, they would never have noticed me gone, not even on christmas day. I'm talking to leaslie right now, who is at caseys house and eating Ice cream cake, so delicious, but i almost cut my tongue off my sucking on a sharp kniove, used it to cut the cake, wanted the ice cream, duh, noelle ain't to smart is she, lol, meh.

I went for a 2 hour walk by myself. i dont know why but i left at 5 and i got home at 7. its starting to get cold here, Its 16C and 61F. I got a key chain. Its an orgasim key chain. when you press the button this girl makes all the sound effects. hehe. we had a party today in school. and we were dancing on tables. i luv the last day before christmas. well, how long is you guys break? i think we only have till the 9th. maybe 6th. one of them. lalala.... im bored and no one is home tonight! I wont be able to talk for a while. me and lexi are going to the hotel tomorrow @ 11 am. Im so excited! hehe. we are going to shop 'till we drop!and there is a ride in the mall. its one of those that u sit in the cart and it flips all over. i have to ride it at least 5 times everytime we go to that mall. well Im going to play games, ttyl
-Steph

i see.. well i haven't seen you online at all today but that might be due to the fact that i wasn't on at all today hehehehe.... anyways thats enouigh jibberish now its time to get serious... 3... 2... 1... MOOOOOOOO ok that was about as serious as it comes folks... get used to it... ehhe i've lost it agian.. nighty nighty night my poor cowy

Heyhey, well I get to go swimming tomorrow , again, what fun i can't wait, then get to go see Lord Of The Rings, OMG, i can't wait, me,dan and trevor gonna so kick ass. MOOWAHAHAHA! i wanna go now, i don't want to wait till tomorrow. so sad, i also wanna know what dan got me for christmas, tho i think i can get it out of him if i want to, hopefully, maybe, possibly, i can atleast try...Oh god i'm so pathetic, i never did get ne of the work done for the end of the week, how pathetic is that? God, i'm such a failure, i guess she's right when she says i'm going nowhere in life...Shitty deal, newaz i'm cold and want the shower first tonight so i'm off, TTFN!
~Noelle~

I had a bad dream in class today.. Ill tell you guys about it later cuz it is to long to type.
-StEpH

bah your offline during mid conversation... blah blah blah.. and so i says to the dolphin.... blah blah blah... then we went for a burger... blah blah blah.. then it pulled me in... blah blah blah... that was the end of poor charlie... blah blah blah... the end... byebye

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH, I'm so bored, i'm gonna go CRAAAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZYYYYYY!!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
~Noelle~

BAh! I like the blog the way it is, don;t bother going and adding ppl....meh not realy my choice is it, newaz i should be doing some work but I'll get to it soon i hope, lol, Latest will wait till 5:30 whebn mother gets home, i want hot chocolate, i have some but there isn't enough chocoloate to make it chocolatey, pout, pout, newaz have fun with whatever....
~Noelle~

P. S Forever...

kate doesn't read this.. hse doesn't have the site addy... ang is part of this but doesn't read it or write in it.. anyways blah blah blah... bye bye

yea.... okay!(someone learned to luv himself a little to much!)... I went christmas shopping today."sexii" is the way to spell it! I kinda stole it from kate buts thats okay. we all know what dan is doing right now. He is in his room thinking about a guyin a thong. Oh, and i say we add kate in here, cuz she reads what we write, and than she doesnt write back. :P I need money, Im running out and i still have lots of people to buy for. well, i g2g find something to do.. bye bye
- Steph

Hey dan, wet dreams, very odd, lol, and i still can't believe i made tyou think of that chris masturbasting to derek and trevor shit, then added the janitor, and his broom, lol. So you got away wuith the hat, bring it tomorrow cuz i want to where it so i can show mr.clark my note, heheh, oh i lost the music box to the tie on the way home cuz i cna't find it, and dna i like it better when you are insane never change we can get locked up together, ok? lol, i got to see my grandparents today, they flew in round noon and i got to play with Dylans hamster i have never doen that before it's like a rat only it's not it was so fun since avery's rats died. oh and finding those skank on the side of the road what a day we had, maybe tomorrow qwill be just as good, newaz gotta do my essay and trevor need the comp. so i'm outta here, TTFN boy and girl.
~*Noelle*~

P.s I called Richard again, left another message, and still no call nback, I think he's actually ignoring me, sigh, guess i'll have to go find him won't i, maybe i'll wrap the shit first the ntake it to him, just to be nice, i also gotta give him back his chain...sigh, i'm not liking this, why won't he talk to me....?

meh meh meh meh, i'm going insane... lalalalala... thats not fair you two get to talk about how hot dan is why cant i?... dan can i talk about how hot and dead sexy you are... (and btw what kinda person spells sexy with "ii" like whats up with that) anwyas lalalala i didn't mean to offend you steph or kate well nevermind offened kate idont care... as logn asi dont offend dan cuz that would be bad cuz shes sooo hot and sooo dead sexy... i just dont want him to be mad at me... cuz i dont know what i would do if he was... i might cry... lalalala.... hehe... wet dreams... lalalala.... chris masterbating to derek while trevor stands in a corner and watches in a thong with his great big balls hangign otu the side... hehe hehe... lalalala.... insanity the spice of life... lalalal..... going insane... hehe... maybe dan really is going insane... should we tell him... he might get offend lets better not... dans so specail... lalalal...

Hello. My hair is blonde with bright fire red streaks. hehe. Its not permanent. I had to take a history exam today, it really sucked. the essay question was: describe 3 consequences to the destruction of the rain forrest in the amazon basin. i had no fucking clue what to write! My teacher is a german guy lol. well I g2g to the post office to mail 100000 box's to canada. bye bye

-StEpH
ps. dan you already are dead sexii!

I'm sorry Dan, today didn't quite go as well as it could of, but it generally turned out pretty, good, i swear you can have the hat when we get it back tomrrow, k? And i'm so sorry bout in your room, right before your dad called us to go, i really would rather had stayed to make sure we were good...I don't think your parents like me that much you know that, they prolly wonder why i am always around, you prolly onder why i'm always around, lol. Newaz i guess i'll be talking to you tomrrow bout some shit, but for the moment i'm going to have a nice hot shower and read famous last words, so i'm outty. Oh i called richard again no answer, i think he's perpusly not picking up his cell.....

have fun with that hair steph i'm going orange with blonde streaks adventually, and yeah Dan is pretty Hot...

~Noelle~

Yeah Don't worry Dan we'l start going lane swimming soon, k. lol, It's odd cuz i never EVER thought i'd get a partner to do it, and now i have you actually doing it with me, kewl

YIPPEE!!!!! IT'S SNOWING!!!! Heavily where it'll all stay on the ground....SNOWMEN!!!!!!!! ANGELS!!!!!!YIPPEE!!!!!!!!!

I'm going to help at church this afternoon with the litttle kids party, then go help Derek christmas shop, means i get to spend my 40$ on myself, wonder what i could buy, i still needs Matt's Santa hat for him. i've got Static-X blarring through the house right now cuz no one else is home they all at church, and i'm "doing" hmwk, hehehe, i'm actually gonna finish my presentation tho. hehehe, I can't believe it's snowing, just in time for christmas i hope it stays round till then cuz if not that would totally blow. Now I can go skiing! Dan? you up for that, one of theses days? i gotta take you, sara, Richard, and go with trevor to see if i can keep up with him nemore, it's been 4 years since i have been skiing, should prove to be interesting, very interesting. newaz, gonna go back to the hmwk shit, talk to yous later. TTFN
~*Noelle*~

P.S SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i went swimming... but i'm some what disappointed that it wasn't lane swimming, see i would mind doing lane swimming with you first thing in the morning cuz that will keep me in shape.. so that during the summer i'm fit... and i'll be dead sexy and i can show off my body... and my tattoo... i so have to get in shape before that... cuz i dont want to lose weigth and then have the shape of the tattoo change due to excess skin or something... hehe i'm tubby... i'm quite energetic right now... derek and i had a good time... we were all hyper and we faught in wagners basement and everyone in his family came and watched... derek put me in a head lock and then started poking me in the eye with his shaft so i poked him in the ear with mine... anyways thats it for me i'll post again later...

some1 has to come swiming with me...Dan?

neuh, i'm bored...some of them are getting drunk well 3, but means no talky to noelle, so i bored...

i had a huge long post at 2 but it got fucked up, and my eyeklids are falling without permission , dratts

AHHHHHHHHHHH! Shoot me now , and put me out of my misery please....i beg you PLEASE!

i'm bored... bored... bored

ignore the last post cuz i was just rambling and i took out the thing that automatically put the tag in there... but yeah take a look at the blog site to check out how the tag looks... click on view blgo for that cuz i dont remember the site addy... anyways yeah good luck with anything coming up... i dont know what i said that probably cuz i didn't have anything else to say and wow i can type really fast with out looking at what i'm typing its weird i remeber when i was a little kid and had no typing skills at all and it took me for ever to type a word.. cuz i would only use one finger... i got really good at this with out even noticing maybe cuz i've been around computers now for a long itme and gotten used to it... anyway thats enough jibberish... cya

hey hows it going... i got the blog so that my little german tag gets automatically put into the post and i dont know if it shows up that way for everyone or if its just for me... but if you see a whole bunch of crap that doesn't look like it makes any sense then thats the coding for the tag... so just delete it and if you dont have that showing up then dont worry about it cuz it doesn't effect you...

Oh Give Me The Beat Boys And Free My Soul / I Wanna Get Lost In Your Rock And Roll And Drift Away

Wow, look no1 has posted since i did this morning, wow, so odd, well dan i hope you have fun at your little watching marcus while i get bored at a gay party, so we both luck out tonight, :S eh., meh that all for me now and ignore ne of my yelling earlier i'm just full of it, and sorry i was in a bad mood at school no sleep, and no food and barfing guess they don't go good with me, lol
~noelle~

Elloello bloggers, how are we all doing today, soon you will all( dan and steph) be waking up to start your day, and i salut you, with my long continued day, making me a day behind you all( dan and steph) for the rest of your lives, UNLESS you mange to catch up with me one day, hhmmmm, tempting thought eh, lol. k, i going to make breakfast soon, lol!
~Noelle~

Moowahahahahaha! Guess who's still awake...wouldn't be me tho, course not never, i'm peacefully tucked up in my bedroom fast asleep, I saw mommy kissing santa clause, undernearth...oops wrong songs, lol. Meh..gooing to mess round further with msn, TTFN
~Noelle~

Ahhh poo....Happy Holiday season everyone!

You know what.... I'm sick of your hidding, and running and ignoring me, you know that, every frew weeks you go into your moody thing and run away from me and then come back then do it again, and I can't figure out if you want me to chase you or just leave you be to die in that damn hole your digging in your mind, If i had the choice i wouldn't let you, but if thats what you want then fine, do it, i've realized no matter what i do it'll never be good enough for you will it be dan? always falls just short of what your looking for, i'm sorry I thought it might work as friends, cuz you obviously don't want it to, I'm sorry i tried when you told me to leave you alone the first time, I'm sorry...


oh and glad to hear you didn't break your toe, maybe next time you'll get derek instead of him gettign you, eh? god...

well i was gonna go ranting but i've changed my mind, guess it'll just have to be in my note to tiffany..sigh, it'd be better if i could just meld into the world and disappear unnoticed, things would just come out better that way. i'm sorry dan...
~Noelle~

hey guess what my toe isn't broken but its still fucked up... i can go for an x-ray if i want but i dont have to cuz it has to heal on its own anyways regardless wether its broken or not... anyways yeah its changed colour, yesterday it wasn't as discoloured yesterday not its completely purple and green... its odd... anyways thats enough about my foot... i found it quite funny but oh well... i dont have much as to say... and yeah when my thoughts are ready to come out they will... so its a waiting game... but cya...

Thats cool! My teachers dont go for bribes. and what do you mean by "thats enough for me on here cuz if i keep talking stuffs gonna come out that i dont want to come out and its not ready to be said so it'll stay in my head and i'm gonna shut up now "???thats never good. well Nothing else to talk about....
steph

meh.. i wasn't on... my msn signed out and then back in but it was still locked so it never went on away again so meh... o well yeah steph were have you been... i'm not in the greatests of moods... so much stuff still going on so much confusion... i want things back to normal, they way they were 3 months ago... its great that i can get rid of 2 out of my 6 zeros in english by giving my english teacher $40 dollars that just means that tomorrow during lunch i have to go to the bank and draw some money... that shouldn't be to easy to do seeing as how i have nothing else to do... anyways thats enough for me on here cuz if i keep talking stuffs gonna come out that i dont want to come out and its not ready to be said so it'll stay in my head and i'm gonna shut up now so bye

lalala! No one posts ne more! where are you dan? It says ur on but ur not talking! Your not even away!well Im going to subway so ttyl!

-StEpH

Awe, my nose is so stuffy...I got ditched today stupid boys choose to go out the one day that i can't, and when i don't want to go home thats all neone does, so god damn ironic, i hate it. bah, oh well i got to drive today weas ok, didn't have too much fun tho...
~Noelle~

meh... No comments... I'm always right... Although there are times were I wish I wasn't right... But meh shit happens... Anyways yeah not much going on today except Derek put salt in my water today at super buffet so now I have to get him back for that... Nothing else really interesting except the Shannon thing... I still find that quite odd... She jumped on me, and ending up hugging me like 6 times... Then said she has pictures of me from elementary school... Isn't that a bit scary... Anyways steph haven't talked to you in a while were are you hiding? Come out come out where ever you are... Peek-a-boo I see you... Sorry I blame my insanity... Noelle proved my insanity she put "I'm not in possession of my faculties" which basically means I'm nuts... Anyways that's it for me... ta ta for now
-dan

HeHehehehe, i got to drive derek home, hehehe, me they let ME drive!! Amazing, it's a miracle, didn't kill him either. I'm so sick and i feel so shitty all i want to do is go shower and go to sleep. Oh and dan you said it's be bad if he didn't kiss me after friday well he kissed me twice on the cheek today and thats all , you know your right tho, if he doesn't ask me out i'll end up asking him out, tho i don't want it to get to that, i too tired to type so i'l explain more tomorrow.
~Noelle~

Holy shit this thing hasn't been working all, day but finally i got on, but all i have to say is, thanx for keeping me company for the few hours today dan. It's all i can really think of to ssay, and I kissed Derek (since everyone knows already i thought i'd just write it down)
~Noelle~

P.S it's too bad christina lost her game this morning

well yeah your guess is right... i have been with christina since 11am this morning... she stinks... she needs a shower... she tied this morning 2:2 and then won tonight 3:2, she didn't score once but thats ok... they still won... shes got another game tomorrow at 11am so thats where i'll be most of the day again... oh well guess english shit isn't getting done... bah dont much care... i'm really starting to give up... anyways thats enough posting on here... bye

Im babysitting again. and talking to noelle. I went shopping for a few hours. I have to wait to get paid tonight cuz i have to save up all my money for mine and lexi's shopping day. yey, the kids are finally asleep. I can be left alone. Man.... who would trust me to look after their kids??? haha. jk well I dont know what to talk about so ill write a long post when i have a lot to say
later
-steph

Well once again, i'm the only one to post, I made coookies cuz i was kicked off the net earlier, and i'm back now only cuz boys are watching hockey so i can't watch my movie, Frailty, it's a kick ass movie. I'm talking to Casey right, now and tehy are going to play pool, but i guess i'm stuck here, cuz i'm deffinately not invited but oh well i'd have to break out of the house if i was so it's prolly for the best, and i just figured out were Dan is, he's at Christinas hockey games, wow, my brain is so dead right now...I need to find something else to keep me busy, still got hours to be awake and only person i'm chatting to right now is Steph, bah, y is everyone out, and pp who aren't ouit are not online like Foxy, danm child is sick but can\'t get his ass online to keep me company, bah! lol, i'm such a pathetic person i hate thisd house that much that i'd rather be anywhere doing thwe same thing i am now, as long as it's not here, well atleast i got my Puddle Of Mudd Cd to keep me company, lol, bah so sad....Bah! Ok well thats all i got for now, i guess, TTFN
~Noelle~

hehehe, we went and got a christmas tree, hehe, tho means i didn't go do the job hunting thing, guess i'll have to do it tommorrow or monday or something like that, no1 else has posted yet today why? too busy out having fun i guess, i think i'm gonna volunteer to make dinner so that i'm in partial good books, so when i leave tonght, if i get the chance, i don't get slaughtered:D, lol, newaz thats all for now so later.
~*Noelle*~

Well, I didn't wake up till after noon, but thats ok, i don't care, i'm surprised that i didnb't get killeed this morning, i didn't get home till 2am last night, and thats only cuz my dad came and got me, oops:S. Right now, i'm printing off resumes, and i'm going to hike my ass all over ajax trying to get meself a job, sounds fun eh, bah stupid $$$ problems. then when i get back i'm gonna see if Waqgner still wants me and derek to help him with britney and her pool playing skills, well i guess we will be more of a backup help thingy so he don't feel stupid or something. I had fun yesterday, i think i'm gonna get my mom to change my curfew , so that when a zillion ppl call derek we can actually go out cuz i don't have to be home in like 5 minutes. Did you do anything interestig Dan, ever catch up with Wagner last night? We just basiclyy watched Tv, and talked to a bunch of ppl eho keep calling dereks cell. Newaz i'm just waiting for the newest version of mns to download so i can signe on then take off on my little job hunt, so i don't have too much of interest to say so i guess i'll leave it at that and talk to the both of you l8r.
*~Noelle*~

P.S Dan I really doubt that derek is gonna ask me out despite how much he may like me or shit like that, I really don't think he will...Thats just a side note from last nights talk, and thanx for driving me to the store, very much appreciated.

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~*Noelle*~

i dont worry about not likeing linkin park... they produce great music, and they are my favourite and they always will... even if they start to produce crap i will always like the original stuff... like hybrid theory and meteora... so blah

thats kool, but what if you stop liking linkin park though? I like debbies tatto and if i got one it would be in the same place as her's (lower back). I dont think i could stand it though. I think it hurts when people write on me with pen!lol. Man, everytime i go to eat i come back and dan's gone! well im getting off.

steph

Today has been a good day... Only one class today... And then I went to the mall with Matt Fox, Matt Jones, Derek, Noelle, and Casey... It was good times... Casey and I went and sat on Santa's lap... While we were standing in line they asked what type of picture we wanted... And we said they were to expensive so we just came for a visit... When we got to Santa he wanted us to sit on the armrest but I told him that we would rather sit on his lap... I told him that I wanted a pony and Casey told him that he wanted a jaguar (car not animal)... It was so funny... Then we got big ass candy canes after it was so good... Then we went to papps (one of my favourite restaurants) except I didn't get a discount this time... See usually I do cuz Matt's mom is our server and she gives us half price... While matt gets to eat free cuz he works there... Then we went to Derek's house to watch BOONDOCK SAINTS (one of my favourite movies) it was good I only saw about 30 minutes of it but that's ok.... Good work steph with the trampampoline... Yeah I don't use ice packs anymore cuz that just causes my jaw to lock up... So a warm pack works better cuz it relaxes the muscles and also takes away swelling but I don't have much swelling anymore so its all ok... Yeah I wake up in the middle of the night too but that's normal for me... I don't sleep well at all... Haven't been able to for a couple of years now... don't know why... Just happens... I've been thinking about sleeping pills for a while... But I'm sure yet... I was also thinking of a tattoo again today... And I think I know what I want... One of the LP soldiers on my back right between the shoulder blades and then one of the LP logos on the back of my leg... Right leg of course.... or on my right wrist... Like on the under side... I don't know I gotta sleep on it a bit more.. I need to get in better shape first before I do that I don't like my upper body... Its too plump so I gotta slim down so my back is more toned... Anyways that's enough for me so I'm signing out -----
-Dan

Im glad My step brother is such an asshole. when i get in trouble, my parents aren't really that mad because they have went through it already. hes got suspended for a month, arrested for drugs, arrested for shop lifting, and he trys to buy beer. He could get away with looking 19 but here you have to be 21 so he always gets caught. well I still cant eat anything.. all i haven't ate anything since last night. I dont think there is any good food that i can eat. I dont like mashed potato's, and I'm getting sick of soup. the doctor said i dont have an infection or anything but I keep waking up in the middle of the night in pain and i cant go back to sleep so i stay up with an ice pack and watch t.v. well I'm going to find something to do. maybe jump on the trampampoline hee hee
-StEpH

see theres nothing wrong with you noelle its just cuz your the eldest... the younger ones always get away with things... its always the eldest. See i have this theroy that parents try really hard with thier first kid to set them straight and away from drugs and alcohol and stuff like that, thats why theres all the strick rules... but then we dont follow those rules.. but they still try and imploment them as much as they can... by the time the next kid comes around they have givin up. anyways thats my theory well one of many... anyways i'm outta here cya

Interesting findings Dan, too bad I don't believe that, any of them can apply to anyone, it depends on how you realte it to your lives, but meh guess it's just a matter of opinion, still find them fun to play with...lol. Well steph odd how they never told me to stay away from you eh, lol. Newaz, I'm ot too sure why i'm on the net or what i'm waiting for but i am and it's very boring , i got kicked off the phone already once tonight, and it kinda sucks, made me realize that there is something majorly wrong with me, ppl just get mad, and don't trust me. I mean they trust trevor more and he's the one out getting fucking piss drunk, and high all at once and then wondering the streets....i just wish i knew what it was thats wrong with me so i can fix it, but it's not like it'll just be told to me so i guess i'm fucked. I don't want to be in this house i can't stand it, so tomorrow i'm not coming home, i'm going to stay out as long as i can since i have the whole danm day to work on homework, so then i can go out, i don't have a clue what i'll do yet ,but if i have to wonder i will, i'll get some change to take the bus everywhere, maybe go get myself ice-cream they go to wal-mart or go see a n earlier movie or some shit like that, i mean i have all day. well i guess thats all....
~Noelle~

wow, December 1st was a busy day for this blog. Im bored. I went to eat and when i came back dan was gone. It looks like Noelle brings me trouble, lol. Man its hot in here, i need to turn the AC on in december... thats sad. Oh and we see people walking around looking at christmas lights wearing shorts...man, no one is on. well a few people are but none that i would consider freinds... Im getting off bye bye ttyl
-StEpH

Ox (1901, 1913, 1925, 1937, 1949, 1961, 1973, 1985, 1997) (Me)
Bright and patient, you are a good listener but disdainful of failure. You are attracted to the serpent, rooster and rat, and should avoid the ram.

Tiger (1902, 1914, 1926, 1938, 1950, 1962, 1974, 1986, 1998) (Noelle)
Aggresive, courageous, sensitive, and considerate, yet short-tempered, often entering into conflict with others. For happiness seek the horse, dragon or dog, and leave both the serpent and monkey be.

Serpent (1905, 1917, 1929, 1941, 1953, 1965, 1977, 1989, 2001) (Steph & Ang)
Very wise and very strong-willied, physically beautiful yet vain and high-tempered. The ox, rooster and dragon are fine, but the tiger and the pig will bring trouble.

That came from the place mat at Super Buffet... at least i think thats what it was called... anyways it was an interesint topic of discussion for me matt and scott.. just thought i might share my findings... let me know what you think about it.
-dan

Why is it that everyone has a thing dying in a hole....

FORGET IT I GIVE UP ON POSTING MY THOUGHTS THAT I WRITE DURING THE DAY... i was almost done... and then my computer did something and i lost it all so fuck it... i dont care anymore and i just want to go and die in a fucking hole...
-dan martin

never mind i was gonna respond to that post but i'm deciding not too... cuz its just better to shut my mouth...

Would it be better if i just stopped posting , would that help any, plz tell me dan, cuz if it will, i will stop.....Hmm so this is how decembr starts, my favourite month, and the most romantic, and precious, will it stay that way?

AHH WELL FUCK YOU DAN! yeha thats it i was over hearing your convo. i wasn't even listening to anything you were saying, plus i wasn't trying to get rid of you, i felt bad that you were leaving not knowing if it's my fault, i won't open my mouth bout you hating me again, k, and you did mention trailor in your note "I miss my trailor. i miss the caring people, I miss the shit free environment. I miss the stupid shit." and i guess what i'm trying to say is yes you lost laura, she hates you and you can tell, but you haven't lost me...yet, and you don't have to but you are the one choosing to loose everything...Sigh, i feel so sorry for you Dan i wish i knew how i could get it through your head that you are putting too much into this, letting what has happened change things, and i don't mind if you'd prefer not to say hi in the halls. And people here care bout you too you know, Matt was wondering where you were when he drove me home, I was playing pool with him and derek, and it's your matt not mine. Bet this doesn't help tho, but hell i'll post it newaz
~Noelle~

P.S I'm never having a little club with chris and Laura get over tha fact that me and derek if anything happens is anything like Chris and Laura, plz just realize that, i'm trying to stick around, and derek will never want to loss you as a friend....

as you can tell from my last post i didn't go to school today... well i did go but i was there until the start of second period... i went and wrote my test first thing in the morning... and then went to first period cuz i didn't feel like going home right away... now its close to 5 oclock... and i'm getting really bored... i wish steph was around... i've thought about were noelle could be right now... cuz shes not online... meaning she must be out somewhere... and derek isn't online so 2 + 2 = 4... i found out some good news today... Linkin Park is coming on Jan 24, 2004, i'm for sure going to that... i'm going with john... everyone else is of course gonna go but i'm not going with them... only john... it feels wierd talking to john... hes pretty much the only one i have left out of that group... and i know i can trust him, i have kim and steph.... all of them so far away... well kim actually lives in ajax.. but still i never see her... those are the only people i have... this morning when noelle read what i had written down she said she had a comment about the trailor but i dont recall actually writing anything about the trailor only talking about it with someone... i know noelle over heard it cuz she sits next to me buts that ok i dont care what she hears... shes very convinced that i hate her... she boats it around like she wants everyone to know... when i was signing out today matt asked why i was going and noelle said cuz i hate her and i was mad at her and shit like that... then as i was leaving i was standing around cuz i didn't want to go wait outside in the cold, she kept trying to push me away by asking why i haven't left yet... it sounds like shes really trying to get rid of me or at least make me feel quilty for not talking to her much... look i dont know what i'm doing about the whole noelle derek thing but i dont like it so i dont want to be around it and right now being around noelle is alittle ackward cuz every time shes around that comes to my mind... tickets for LP go on sale friday... at 11AM anyways i'm running out of things to say and i'm rambling so i'm done... cya

TRAMPAMPOLINE.... thats right...tramp-pamp-po-line.... say it like that its so good... i love the word... i had more to say.. and things to post... but noelle has them... and if i were to post them tomorrow that just wouldn't be right cuz they are things of the moment... and if i had a laptop at school i would have written them right in the blog... other then that i dont know what to say... or post except i talked to kim for the first time in a long time.... it was nice talking to her again... shes like you steph... always been there even tho i have made some dumb mistakes... she was lauras best friend.. key word there is was... now she hates laura... and somewhere deep down in side laura i know she misses kim... but thats just too bad for her... anyways i'm gonna go and check what the hell all the banging is up stairs...

It's easier to run, replacing this pain with something numb,
It's so much easier to go, than face all this pain here all alone
- Easier To Run, Linkin Park