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Wednesday, March 31, 2004

Holy Shit! Technology is CRAP! I've spent the most of my afternoon off, trying to install the printer to the new computer, but when it was done it starter printing out this shit that just wouldn't stop coming, it wasn't even writting it was like smiley faces down the side of the page and shit, was majorly fucked. so i undid it and it wouldn't let me so i had to delete everythijg unattache the cable and do it all over again, i think i got it to work tho, since i managed to get the article i needed printed off, tho i was supposed to be done that over an hour ago, and gloggers, stupid thing wouldn't let me in, took like 10 invites for it to work, argggg! I think all technology should be wiped off the face of the earth...Ok , well newaz i'm supposed to be getting out of here before my mother gets home and its already 4;40 so this was a "Hey , i'm back! Moowahahaha!" type thing so i'll actually everything else like tomorrow when i have time. :P So later Dan, if you get bored call derek, and if wer actually do nething like go to matt or something other than sitting there i'll calll you. have fun at work.:P
Loves You!

MY PINKY IS FAT..... I DROPPED A HUGE TIRE AND RIM ON MY PINKY AND NOW ITS SWOLLEN...... :( but i dont think its broken....... its ironic, i used to make fun of the british cuz they drink tea with their pinkies up, but now i do everything with my pinky up..... :(

Sunday, March 28, 2004

well it seems like its still the 26 of march, and its just a really really long bad day. i dont know what else to say except thats it, its done. so i sit here with my bottle of bacardi and look into this mainly white screen as a letter appears on the screen with every press of the keybroad. you know i dnot really know what i want to say, i dont know what would come out if i keep writing. people always say its good to write your problems out. but what happens when there are no words for your problem? march.... march... for some reason this last two weeks in march are a curse in my life. and same with the week of my birthday. its always terrible.. for the last 3 years i have never enjoyed my birthday. you know once i'd like to feel what its like to actually have a good birthday. so much, so much.. so much of something but i dont know what it is. its getting harder and harder to write. the words cant seem to form themselves in my mind. i'm starting to slow down. i cant breathe normally... nor can i speak all i can do is type and thats getting harder too. my fingers aren't catching the keys so you can imagine how many mistakes i have already made and gone back and corrected. well thats it. thats all that is coming out of my head right now. i cant thnk anymore... i need to take a vacation, some where far away at a resort or something.

Friday, March 26, 2004

well here i am again, dont really know what to say. i find my self at a lose of words lately. I have an essay that i should be writting but i realyl dont feel like doing it. but i know that if i dont it then its done with and i can do something either tonight or sunday night. i know what to do, its just coming up with a thesis is the hard part, finding the quotes and what not is the easy part. this week has been pretty busy, and i'm just glad that its all over now. i'm sure monday might be a bit better. durign the summer i gotta take a week off. well i want to go home now, time to bug my dad. cya

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

i seem to averaging one to two posts a week know, although i'm sure there are some weeks were i didn't post at all i know i didn't post for almost a whole month. things kinda get lonely when your by yourself. its been strange for the last little while i dont really talk to that many people, its kinda starting to pick up a bit now, with kim and terri, and then the odd time brooke. well work is ok, but i dont really wantto be here that often in the summer, i want to be able to go home early or go to partys and then not have to come in the next day. or stay at the trailer a whole week. things just to get away from work, and ajax. i read lauras blog today, i got to as far when she started going out with chris and when i left her blog, man things were different back then. thigns haev changed so much since that point. i dont know what to realyl say about all of it. i found it kinda odd that the date i stopped at was march 21, 2003 which was a couple days ago minus a year. i dont know why i went to lauras blog, and i find it weird that it was almost exactly a year since things really started to change and i stopped talking to her and she started going out with chris. wow. its been a very long and very weird year. yeah the day i found out she was going out with chris i left a realyl nasty post on her blog. i found it interesting that she just kinda ignored it all. all my mosts pretty much she ignored, i find it strange, maybe that should have been a sign right from the beginning that ireally wasn't that important to her. who knows. well the past is the past, i got things goign now in the future. so i should be ok for a while unless of course something else happens. than that would really be the shits. it seems that this time of the year, the first three months of the year are always the worst. but i'm not gonan go into that, lets just say 2002 - kim/laura/aaron, 2003 - laura/mike/chris, 2004 - steph/steph's mom and step dad.

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

well i just looked at the long list of archieves, wow i have ahd this blog for way over a year now, and looking back so much happened in this blog. so much has happened over the last year and a bit. so many people have come and gone, ang, pam, kim, laura, leslie, derek, matt, wagner, john, noelle, steph. well steph is still here but doesn't post anything. this blog has also changed the way it looks so many times, and also it has changed addresses so many times as well i dont think i remeber the first address or what it first looked like. but it was way before blogger update their system with the new versions and new templates, i wish i still had one of the old templates because they looked the best. anyways i dont really know what else to say.

Monday, March 22, 2004

wel its been a really long time since i haev posted in here, but nothing new has come up, i haven't done anything really since my last post. All thats happened is my parents have both turned 50 now, and derek, liz and brooke all had birthdays this month. i told noelle off again this month but thats nothing new seems to happen once or twice a month. for dereks birthday we went to laser quest for an all nighter. that was cool, i'm not too good at the game but it was fun none the less. I kicked the shit out of derek and klye while we were in a game, and my knuckles got all cut up but what can you do. it was good. i lost that game really badly i was in dead last and only got 80 points. hehe that was funny. liz's birthday we all just got together and hung out i didn't drink tho i had work and what not. brooke's birthday i didn't even get a chance to see her i couldn't get ahold of her at all i was supposed to help her move into her new house. Saint Patty's day was a waste i wanted to drink but cuz of work and the fact that noone had plannd anything kinda ruined the night. My parents party for their birthday was good wagner came over and we drank with everyone. I've also gone to a couple of colleges and universitys for tours and what not. so far durham feels the most welcoming, then brock and last humber. Brock is a university and its on the other side of lake ontario near niagra falls. i'm gonna haev to stay in rez there, but i dont know if i want to go there. Durham is only 30 mins away and it feels really cozy and comfortable. plus there are people i know and then i can still see people that i normally see cuz i'll still be living at home. Humber was just a pile of shit, it looked like crap, smelt like crap, the people were crap. that one is on the shit list, brock was a nice school but our tour guide and the students in the computer programs had this over sized ego that was just really annoying. what is it with males in computer programs and huge egos, i'm glad i dont have one as large as theirs that would piss me off, i've have to kick my own ass. well thats about it for today, i'm at work again, doing nothing as usual. well i think i might go and find something to do.
cya

- Dan

Friday, March 05, 2004

yeah so my last post was a long time ago, but since then nothing has really changed... haven't talked to steph, well actaully today i found out that linkin park isn't coming to town for their summer project revolution tour so thats a kick in the ass.. kinda joined LPU for nothing, cuz i wanted advanced tickets but they aren't comign here so i cant get them. meh, what can you do. anyways i have this really great idea for my next car, its gonna be a honda s2000, hehe and its gonna be black with red extras, and of course its gonna be done in the sytle of linkin park. oh i just thought of something else, the Lp solider is gonna on my door panels, not the one i have for a tattoo but the side view one where hes walking, and i cant put a couple ot make it look like an army, like that one picture they have were they have the soliders marching carrying the flags, yeskick ass, of course is not gonna be big, cuz then the car is too crowded its just gonna be something small at the base of my door, so far i am only planning that for the driver side door, dont know if i'll put it on the other side door. meh i'll figure that out later, anyways enough is enough, cya