Welcome to My December

Tuesday, December 31, 2002

Well all alone once agian, i think that i'm just not meant to be happy with anyone, does anyone out there care, everyone doesn't wnat me to be happy. i dont know what to do with my life, everything sucks, life sucks, people suck, girls suck... all they do is hurt me, i give up, fuck you all... fuck all the women in the world...

What do you get when you give your heart / You get it all broken up and battered / That's what you get, a heart that's shattered / I'll never fall in love again / I'll never fall in love again

Monday, December 30, 2002

by the way pam!! my burps don't stink!

Sunday, December 29, 2002

Hey dudes! BY the way Ange the dungeon was fucken AWSOME!!! I forgot to wish everyone a Merry Merry Christmas and Happy Happy New Year! so there ya go. Ange just burped! EWWW she stinks! Oh and spell Ange with an E on the end now. Don't ask why. Hope everything works out for ya Dan, you're one cool dude! lol. Well it was nice talkin to ya guys. Talk to yas soon!

Its great to know i have friends thati can tlak to when i'm not doing so well, funny is its all girls thati talk to too, and there is a common patern, they all think that i put up with way to much crap, and i'm too nice, and that i had a right to be mad. anyways, enough of that negative crap, how was everyones weekend, oh and ang i can change the colour, size, and the sytle of font that you use, i can even make it blink or scroll. Ottawas sucked, i spent four days in museums i think i have seen enough for a couple fo years, i went to the war museum, royal mint, currency museum, civilization museum, and science & technology museum, all which royally sucked ass. the only thing good about ottawa was that i got to have subway. "Subway - Eat Fresh" sorry got alittle side tracked. you know whats a good song, "I'm Gonna Getcha Good" by Shania Twian, so i leave you with this lyric from her song. Cya

Don�t wantcha for the weekend � don�t wantcha for a night / I�m only interested if I can have you for life � yeah / Uh, I know I sound serious � and baby I am

Saturday, December 28, 2002

sooo how is everyone doing??? im great! im just getting ready to og to the dungeon! its gunna be soo much fun! oh i can't wait...anyways i must be going now! Have A Nice Day! :D

Wednesday, December 25, 2002

yes i do like what you did...i was wondering how it got like that...i just thought it did that by itself! anyways lol its Christmas and i hope everyone got what they wanted and are happy and dan im sorry you feel the way you do! oh and i want to talk to you but your probably busy....i just finished watching Van Wilder and my company just left so....ya! anyways have a nice day everyone and enjoy the rest of your holidays!
P.S.whats the deal with the song lyrics at the end of your posts???

Tuesday, December 24, 2002

Right now its 11:24 Christmas Eve, and i could really go for some weed right now, i bought a pipe on saturday and been waiting to give it a try, its really cool, its supposed to change colours but i'm not sure if i believe that or not... o well i'll find our sooner or later, hopefully sooner rather then later. anyways i'm gonna finish this post later i'm not really in the mood to type something right now... well i am, maybe, i dont know what i want, i just know that so much stuff is running through my head, at least i think so. i just dont have much to say i guess.. anyways i'll be here later, drop a line... P.S. ang do you like what i did to your merry christmas post??? i made it colourful, hehe, ah the knowledge of html coding.... hehe anyways cya

Do you have the time to listen to me whine about nothing and everything all at once

Ah fuck christmas, this guy, lets call him "homewrecker", well lets see this guy is hitting on someone i love dearly and lets just say that he plans to ask her out when she goes down to his house on the 3rd... and he also wants some serious things to happen... i swear if she goes down there, or ever walks off with him at school, i wil lnever ever talk to her again, and then she can go do what ever the fuck she pleases, like going over to his house and getting serious again..just like the last time she was down there... he said she was an excellent kisser, and excellent at some other stuff... oh boy am i gonna fucking rip his head off when i see him on the first day of school. he so looks at her, i'm gonna fucking beat the shit out of him. I cant believe that he wants to see her, and wants some action from her again... i cant belive he wants to ask her out. i hope hes fucking playing her for a fool, if he is being serious hes in for it, and shes gonna get a mouthfull from me if anything ever happens with that kid... i've been told by some of my most trusted friends not to put up with shit like this... i was told that i most be the nicest boyfriend in the world to put up with crap like that... i dont know... i just love her so much, and i want to be with her... but i know that if hings keep going like they are i should leave because i dont deserve to go through shit like this all the time, i mean this has happened before... i keep trusting her, i was told that i was an idiot. but i dont think that, that matters to me because of my feels for her... i know people are trying to look out for me cuz they care, and i thank you guys for it, i really do... people dont understand just how i feel, i know one person that i have talked to knows how i feel somewhat just cuz they have had very strong feelings for someone, and they have trusted their other so much, and things just happen, i feel sorry for that person because stuff like that just shouldn't happen, i wouldn't even wish it on some of my worst enemy's... the stuff i have gone through i hope nobody ever has to go through again, homewrecks are the worst type of people and they should all be shot... just another reason why i hate humankind so much... i'll finish this later.

Hold me now / I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking / That maybe six feet / Ain't so far down

hey everybody!! its Christmas eve!!! just wanted to say Merry Christmas to everyone!
bye now!

Monday, December 23, 2002

I sent it too, ashley, chris, sarah, casey, pam, alfie, jimmy, and shannon. Did i forget anyone? I know that jeff and jenn dont really have the internet so they really wont be using this. Let me know if i forgot anyone, and you would like me to add them to this, the others haven't joined yet like you have, tell pam about it and teach her how to use it. *~*fallen angel*~* is laura by the way in case you were wondering... Final thought Merry Christmas to everyone that sees this and reads it. Happy New Years aswell. Cya

I don't know if I care / I'm the jerk, life's not fair / Fighting all the time / This is out of line

Sunday, December 22, 2002

well dan thats...great
stealing stuff....haha anyways are we the only people who use this thing...who all did you send it to???
well christmas is very soon!!! are you guys excited???...im not...yet! anyways nothing else to say so uhhh...later!

My first plan of action for when the park opens is to get my steering wheel off that golf cart, and then my second plan of action is to steal that golfcart that jeff bought... or at least kick jeff while hes driving, do you guys think he'll let me drive it? Cya

Your interior rusted. I'm so disgusted / Can't trust it. You're busted.

Yeh another place that I get to write in...I feel oh so privileged� :) yeh me! So yeh last nights plans kinda bombed, but that�s ok�it was kinda fun anywho�. We really should go on that skiing trip�even if it is only for the day. I just have to see if I can get my car� ummmm�. I don�t have much more to say, cuz Ive already stated my beef with things on my own site. So yeh�. Cyaz

"You can suck my dick if you don't like my shit / Cuz I was high when I wrote this, so suck my dick / Cuz I don't give a fuck if you don't like my shit / Cuz I was high when I wrote this, so suck my dick"

haha -- the only good part of the song! LoL... its just funny.... haha!

hey i finally figured out how this thing works!!! anyways....how is everyone doing???...that just great! umm..ya im gunna go now.....
later!

Saturday, December 21, 2002

Hey guys i'm just trying to get used to using blogger. I had to start a new one cuz people were telling me that they couldn't join the one i had before, so this is the new one hope this works. Anyways feel free to post stuff here, and if you have any questions ask me and i will try and help you out to the best of my ability. Basically i have noticed that not alot of us talk to each other that much, either that or no one talks to me :( So this is a way for us just to put down thoughts and just stuff we want to say. From here i guess we can fiqure out what we can do when we get together, and when the trailor park opens again we can post on like a friday or something if we are coming up or not, just so that people know whos gonna be up there that weekend before you even leave your house. Anyways i think that the next time we get together we go to 401 Mini Indy just cuz i like go-carting. Anyways talk to you all soon. Cya

Ain't it just a bitch? / What a pain... / Well it's all a crying shame. / What left to do but complain? / Better find someone to blame."