Another day, another person mad at me, well not really another person, more like the same person just getting mad at me over and over again, this time its cuz she stay home to talk to me instead of going out with her parents, which she did not tell me she did this, i had to babysit so i was asked if i wanted to do something with my buddy wagner, so i invited him to crash at my place tonight. keep in mind that i made these plans after her parents left and before i knew the reason she stayed home. Doe you think she is allowed to be mad at me for this reason?? Anyways i think i am getting sick cuz there is a lump in my throat, and my nose is all stuffy so i think i might be coming down with something, i hope its nothing serious. I hardly ever get sick but when i get sick i get really sick. So good thing it doesn't happen that often. Anyways how were your first days of school pam, mine so far have gone ok. i have computers, english, math, and gym. Ang enjoying grade 8 still??? anyways, i'm gonna go now so i'll post more later. I dont know where i got the quote but i found it interesting. Let me know what you think of the quote!!!
-Cya

The person who asks the question is a fool for 5 minutes, the person who doesn't ask the queation is a fool forever

Hello there Daniel! So sorry for not writing you but I talk to you on msn and I've been really busy. I'm writing now so BE HAPPY! I finished all my exams last friday. Some were easier than I thought it was going to be so it's all good. I'm just glad they're done and over with till June. OUCH! lol Anywhos, we have to do something again soon. Darkness Falls is a freaky movie! lol Thank god I've already lost all of my baby teeth! lol So Dan, if you don't mind me asking what's the deal with you and Laura? Seems like you guys are having a lot of problems but it's none of my business so I'll back out. Well I think I'm done for now. Talk to you guys soon! See yas. Luv ya Lots.

well i'm sorry! i haven't my computer in like a week and some days anwyas i can't write that much today cuz i have a book report due tomorrow and im not done the book...i can't wait till high school to get out of this dump (Waverly) so ya i had two bad weeks in a row!! it was horrible! i'll tell all later cuz i have to go
later

Ok well, i'm done all my exams now, i'm so happy, but i dont think i did that great on my psycho(thats what i call pyschology). This is what i wrote once i was done my exam;

Oh my god did i ever fail that exam. Theres like an hour left and i'm done my exam. Geeze i feel so stupid, and boy i cant write i keep messing up my spelling, I'm gonna post this only cause i can and i'm bored, and nothing better to do. Half the class is already done. Hey and guess what lauras pissed again. I'm happy again, i dont feel sad or depress again and she has to go and be all sad and mad and what not. I just dont get it. since the summer we both have never been happy at the same time and even during the summer it wasn't that great cuz ewe had our problems from time to time. I dont know how can something so specail go so wrong. Did it go wrong? I mean i have never felt this way about anybody before, its never been this strong. everyone tells me i'm stupid for sticking around and putting up with her but i cant bring myself to leave, its not like i want to, i think thats the problem, I DONT WANT TO LEAVE. sorry about all the caps but oh well whatever.

yeah so thats what i wrote during my exam, she was sitting right in front. So pam how have your exams gone so far, how come you dont post on here anymore, and you too ang, i feel so alone. I leave you with lyrics from a song called "There Is" by "Boxcar Racers"
-Cya

this vacation's useless / these white pills aren't kind / i've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive / i missed the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9 / and slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights / i've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have / the days have come and gone / our lives when but so fast / i faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor / where i laid and told you but you sweared you loved me more

Two exams down one more to go, and thats tomorrow so today i have the whole day off, and then i get friday, monday, tuesday, and wednesday off as well. I only have to go back to school a week from thursday, i feel so special. Yeah me. Anyways pam how are your exams going, haven't heard from you in a while. What about you ang, oh yeah i forgot you dont have exams. Boo - urns. Oh Well your lucky in the sense that you dont have these huge test that are worth 30% of your mark, but i am also lucky in the sense that i get amlost a week off from school. So :P, i wish blogger had those stupid faces like msn does, anyways keep posting things, you guys write about your day, how you feel whats going on in your life, so what if i haven't posted in a while, i do check it every day, come one vent some anger out in here, unless its anger against me, cuz thats not good. Anyways gonna go back to sleep, see you guys this weekend maybe. Oh and about the quote think of me as Flaming Moe's. I will listen to anything, and i will try and help, and if you want we can drink your miserys away.
-Cya

When the weight of the world has got you down / And you want to end your life, / Bills to pay, a dead-end job, / And problems with the wife. / But don't throw in the tow'l, / 'Cuz there's a place right down the block... / Where you can drink your misery away... / At Flaming Moe's....

Damn ang your lucky i hate this time of year cuz i know have exams, Pam knows what i'm talking about, Oh well what can you do, i really hate studying, meh, soon it will be over and then i get to start a brand new semester with English and Math as courses, wonderful, i have been hearing so many stories on how the english teach i am supposed to have is really hard, but then i heard that she was only that way in the beginning of the year cuz it was her first year at this school, and she started to lighting up once she felt more comfortable i guess. So really she isnt that bad anymore, so thats good for me cuz i hate english. As far as math goes i have no idea which teacher i have probable someone i have never had before. Computers should be easy as always. Anyways i need reasons on the random question of the wekk thing? get back to me on that.
-Cya

we ain't go no place to go / so let's go to the punk rock show / darling take me by the hand / we're gonna see a punk rawk band

well...i haven't posted in a while and uh ya...ive had a pretty bad week...first i think my rat is dying...Cody dumps me...but today i went snowboarding and i had fun and Kris was actually nice to me...surprising! today was like the only good day of my week! my body is aching! i want to go out today but im not sure if thats gunna happen...frig and no matter what i do i can't get my mind off Chad...i don't know what it is that makes me like him so much but i do...and it makes me mad cuz the morre i try not to like him the more i do like him...it wierd and messed up and so am i and i think im loosing my mind...

Ok well guess what me trying to find a job just isnt working, i cant get anywhere, nowhere will people accept me, its really pissing me off. I mean its been a week since i applied at kelseys. And i have tried at Subway and IGA like 3 times, i'm really getting sick of this, i dotn want a fucking job if no one will hire me. Fuck i want a car, i need a car, and guess what i have no money to buy a car because i have no job, and my parents wont help me pay for a car unless i get a job. Anyways, i'm so glad that i got my G2 since then i ahve been driving everywhere. When ever my dad needs to go somewhere i go with him and drive, its so fun. I had subway again today, i think i should change the sub that i keep getting, its not that idont like ti but sometimes its just to expensive to get. so i think i will go for a normal cold cut trio(with everything but olives). Who else here hates olives? Get back to me, If you guys have any random questions just post them here, we can have like a random question of the week. i think that would be interesting. Anyways get back to me if you think thats a good idea, but that means every one has to post at least once a week. ok peace out
-Cya

Hey kid, take my advice / You don't want to step into a big pile of shit / Captain's drunk / Your world is Titanic / Floating on the funk / So get your groove on / And maybe I am just a little fucked up / Life's just a little fucked up

I'm not sure what to do in life, nothing i do seems to be right, i let people walk all over me, and i get hurt. Then when i try and stand up for my self that doesn't work either cuz people decide that they will get mad at me for standing up for myself. I dont know what to do anymore, everything i do is wrong. Why does it have to be this way. I dont get this life, i wish that i didn't feel anything, you know kind alike a robot, no feelings at all. I think life would be better if people didn't have feelings, all they do is fuck up your world. Ok maybe not get rid of feelings on a whole but only the bad ones. And when is say this i mean it only for me. I shouldn't be allowed to feeling pain, and hurt anymore. Everyone else still can but me. I have been feeling like that my whole life, when do i get a break, when do i get to feel happy, when will all this hurting stop. When will these people stop hurting me, when do i get my chance. I have always lived my life for someone else. I always put other people before me, and i'm sick of getting that taken advantage of. So you know what, from here on in, i dont care if you thing i'm an asshole or a jerk, i'm not letting anyone hurt me, i will rude to people, no more niceness fuck it all. Only if you so me some niceness will i maybe return it, but otherwise fuck you all.
-Cya

Why, do you always do this to me? / Why, couldn't you just see through me? / How come, you act like this / Like you just don't care at all... It's not supposed to feel this way / I need you, I need you / More and more each day / It's not supposed to hurt this way / I need you, I need you, I need you / Tell me, are you and me still together? / Tell me, you think we could last forever? / Tell me, why

yeah ang i have no idea what you can do, you should have just told him the truth to start off with, and you also could have not made the lie worse, you could have just said "oh you must have misunderstood me, i am only 13 and not 14," that you could have pulled off, but now that you have failed a grade and you have moved from a different town. Now what is he gonna think, that your dumb and you dont ahve many friends. Ang why do you get your self into these kinda messes. Anyways try not to lie to him anymore, you'll just make things worse.
-Cya

hey there...i have no idea what to do with myself anymore...i always dig myself a good deep hole and fall in it!
im so mad!...and dumb!...and tired...i haven't had enough sleep today...ya...

Yeah so last night was the worst experience ever, oh my god, i couldn't feel my self walking, when i looked down at the ground i wasn't moving but when i looked up we were closer to our destination. And i can not remeber anything from the first 2h - 2 1/2h all i remeber is littles bits of things, what happened in between i have no clue, i cant rember what happened in between two points that i remeber, my stomach hurt so much, it still is, that stuff burned the throat, my god i dont want to do taht ever again. I still have a headache and its not going away. I remeber throwing up last night, i threw up the sub i had for lunch i think, there were bits and pieces of meat and other salady looking things in it, o well, after that i was ok, i couldn'y walk for the longest time though. The movie seemed interesting from the parts that i remeber, now i want to go see it again. My pipe changed colour i think, i haven't actually looked at it since, so i need to take a look see if anything is different. but yeah thats enough for me, i couldn't take last night, normally i'm happy and my eyes are huge and its fun, last night just hurt and it was not fun, and i didn't feel happy. I could feel my heart beating really hard against my chest, and i could feel my lungs breathing in and out. Guys remind me never to go and smoke up again, that was just some bad shit. anyways enough ranting...
-Cya

Like the new look? I decided i would change the look, i really didn't like the bright colours so i went a bit darker, o well i think it lookes good, needs some more work, i wish i could get rid of the damn ad, but what can you do, anyways got great plans tonight, they invlove the test run of my glass pipe hehehe sorry i just have never tried it. Anyways fill ya all in when i get back, me and fraser are gonna see Lord Of The Rings. whatever its not like i'm gonna remeber what the movie is about. peace
-Cya

ok...well i have a project due tomorrow and i thought it would be easy cuz i was doing it on Chico and i know practically all the questions...well it turns out that its really hard and i only need to know 2 more questions and the only person i can ask is my cousin Kim and shes not online so im s.o.l.!...shitty! this really sux and im not in a good mood! well anyways i must get back to work and on my search for pics and i have a lot of work to do!

All alone once again, and no one writes on here either but my, so i guess its just me and this page, thats all i have, so here i will share my life with you, who ever sees this, sees this, i really dont care. i will wrtie what i want on here, i have total control.
-Cya

I'm Standing on a bridge / I'm waitin in the dark / I thought that you'd be here by now / Theres nothing but the rain / No footsteps on the ground / I'm listening but theres no sound / Isn't anyone tryin to find me? / Won't someone please take me home / It's a damn cold night / Trying to figure out this life / Wont you take me by the hand / take me somewhere new

So my last couple of nights were great, i got to see laura friday night, then saturday, i went out and sat in Timmys with you guys and your dumb wiger cousin and laura was the driver for some part, i cant believe you guys laughed at my driving i drive better then laura, sure i wait awhile if i'm not sure i can go, its better to be safe then die. Would you rather me have taken my chance and you guys all be dead. Earlier that day i say niki, we watched spiderman, it was ok. i sat in was a flim critic as usual, oh well what can you do, i like to pick apart movies. Seeing pictures of her and her bf made me thing about laura, and all the good times we have had, and how i miss those times, although the last couple of nights were funny. Ang i'm telling you if you dont die your hair blonde and shave your eyebrows i will run you over. Thats right every i now have my G2, so watch out, if i say i'm gonna run you over, i will be able to now, so your in for it. Anyways we should all get together again, cuz ang and pam you guys aer my sorce of entertainment. sorry if that sounds mean but you guys are so funny. So school starts again on monday, yeah me, does anyone else here hate school, i do. i think school blows. but what can you do, well you can become homeless but i dont think i'd like that, nor would any of my friends. So yeah stay in school so you dont become a waste of space, cuz i think that the homeless are wasting space, they're gonna die anyways if they dont get off the street, and they smell, and they carry desieses so kill them off before they make the world sick, and all those poor kids in africa, kill them too, stop wasting your money on something like that when the money doesn't even go to the kids, think about it, who pays for the commercials, and who pays the fliming crew, and what about the airplane tickets to get down there, and what about the pamflets that they send you in the mail all these things cost money, and chruches as far as i know are poor and so are these fundations, so who pays for that stuff, thats right you stupid people do. I mean if they were doing bad off there wont be so many of them, they would already be dead, but there not and they have been living like that for a long time and they are still around so they must be doing something right. Anyways thats my rant, i dont know how i got started on it but whatever let me know what you think. I might be getting a job, at kelseys by lauras house they are accepting people starting monday at 9:00 am, so i'm going in after school hopefully i get the job. Anyways, have fun in life!!!
-Cya

Ok whats with everybody, nobody wants to wirte anything?? come posts something tell me whats going on in your lives. You guys suck, pam & ang come on, even you laura, come post something tell me whats going on in life.
-Cya

Happy New Years Guys!!! I hope you all are haveing fun even if it is with out me, anyways take it easy.
-Cya