ah... in heaven, cant wait till thursday to go out with ang again..... so happy :)

well a waste of a weekend, nothing happened, there was no one there, it was me, rob, katlyn, and ashleigh all weekend long, between kayla, katlyn, rob, ashleigh, colin, and tex-mex some one is lying to me, cuz kayla says katlyn told her, and katlyn says kayla told her. Colin Says kayla told rob, which kayla admited, and colin agreed cuz he was there, Rob doesn't agree with that. I didn't hear anything out of ashleigh all weekend so i dont know what she knows. Either then not getting to the bottom of this shit, ang wasn't up, pam wasn't up, christina wasn't up, jeff wasn't up, jimmy wasn't up, and alfie wasn't up. Sucks. The only good part was when i hit jenn and katlyn in the face with a huge spit ball, well i was bigger then huge it was two whole napkins. I had them in my mouth for half an hour before i spit them at them. I got katlyn right in the mouth, that will teach her to open her mouth, and i dont know were on jenns face i got her. but it was funny. Anyways i gots to work early tomorrow so i think i will turn in soon. ciao

well it was expected, but the first shit to go around about me and ang is that she would break up with me. But there was also shit going around about messing around with her in a bush, during the prom. Which is complete bullshit cuz ang isn't like that. And thats just not something i do. So shit has started to fly around now. O well, it work its self out, as much as i might be worried that she doesn't break up with me. i believe that she won't cuz i dont see her doing it, i dont see any reason yet. I have had questions for her before and i did ask her and she told me the answer and i believed it, i have nothing to worry about. My life outside of work and away from family couldn't be better. How come its always work and family that have to brign down your mood. Like today i felt lie quiting my job, cuz my boss, is the worst. He just doesn't knwo how to do his job. If he is gonna sign him self up to do something and not do it then it effects other people cuz then they have to fill in for him. Which is not right. That and he leaves early. Today some people were getting evaluated on our use of the high five training course. Aaron(My Boss) was putting on this whole show today just so that it made him look good, and hes the one that told us to act normal and he goes and changes so that he looks good. Today aaron asked me to stay until 5 to clean, he also asked courtney to clean as well. We were supposed to clean out the storage room but seeing as how that was already done so we started to mop the gym floor. Guess what he takes off at 4:00 and leaves brooke watching 30 kids by her self and not even that for 30 mins there wasn't anybody watching them. i had. and i'm not supposed to its not my job to look after the kids after 4:00. not even until 4:15, i dont mind watching them until 4:15 cuz then when i get paid until, but from 4:00 tille 4:15 its not technically my job to be watching the kids, its after hours job, and seeing as how brooke does bus duty, its up to the counsellor who is doing after hours, and guess who signed up for all the after hours aaron. So he wants the other cousellors to watch the kids until 4:15. I think its all bullshit. I got paid until 5 today but thats the point i was there to clean not to watch kids and do aarons job for him. He pisses me off so much. enough of the counsellors want to quit cuz of him. anyways i think this is long enough and seeing as how no one reads it. Ang is the only that can, cuz she is still a member. but nobody else is so they dont know where its moved too. anyways cya

ok now we have a completely different look in all, we went from blue on black to black on white, and it looks really good i think with the exception of the Xero logo at the bottom it doesn't look that good. anyways i had fun this weekend. I had such a good time with ang. The prom was the best part of the whole weekend, ang looked so good. I cant believe how lucky i am now. For some reason this feels so right, i always thought dating a friend would be weird but i guess not. i'm so comfortable around her, we've been friends for a while now, i think almost 3 or 4 years now, and we know alot about each other, and we know how we act around people. If i have one piece of advice for people right now it would be go out with someone that you have been friends with for awhile.

Well i guess its time for a change again, this time i haven't told anyone about the change and were the site has moved. The only person that knows is the only one that matters. Anyways i'm going to have to do some renovations so if their are problems with the actual site just be patient and shit will soon fall into place.

well then this seems dead, does no one read this anymore, or do people just have nothing to say. I think everyone went to MIRC. O well i guess its just me again then. A place to my self to right my thoughts and problems as i work them out.