oh its great being drunk.

Last night was fun, i drank more then usuall but i still didn't puke it was great, stupid me ordering two huge pizzas theres no way four people can eat two huge pizzas. anyways thanks ang, that was fun yesterday, gotta do it again, it was nice seeing you. well i dont know what to say amore, so i'm gonna go do some work and lots off it. cya

the only thing that matter to me was stolen by a so called friend. i cant never trust anyone. i meani thought i could trust him but no i cant i cant trust anyone. i jsut want to leave, i want to leave.

why did she leave, why did she have to hurt me, why is she going out with one of my friends, i reall ywished she cared about me the way i care about her, i just wish she would love me again like she used, its so unfair, cuz now shes changing and not fucking up and actually going to try for this guy but she never did it for me, its so unfair. i just wish she would have put the effort forth that towards me that shes putting towards him. She said that if theres any problems shes gonna do what it takes to solve it, but she never did that with me, she just let the problem get bigger and in the end it led to us going our seperate ways. oh god i miss her. I haven't talked to her in almost 24 hours, and i feel really shitty, i really want to talk to her but i just cant, and i everyone is telling me that i shouldn't, that i really shouldn't. but i want to so much, i really miss, her, and i just hope she feels the same and leaves this guy and comes back to me. i really love her and i really want to be with her forever, i know i'm being dumb but i just dont want to give up on her, and i dont want to accept what shes done to me. anyways i'll finish this later....

Oh and where the hell were you guys yesterday, i thought we were going to go and see a movie or something.

I FUCKEN HATE LAURA, I WISH SHE WOULD DIE AND BURN IN HELL, ALWAYS FUCKING HURTING ME, ALWAYS FUCKING LIEING TO ME, I KNEW IT WAS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE TO BE TOGETHER AGAIN, I THOUGHT SHE MIGHT HAVE CHANGED BUT SHE DIDN'T SHE FUCKED ME OVER THE EXACT SAME WAY SHE DID IN NOVEMBER. Thats it for her, i am never tlaking to her again ever in my life, and if she is hanging out with my friends, then i'm just gonna walk away and not hang out with them that night, and i have a feeling that she will be hanging around them cuz shes going out with one of them just after she broke up with me on monday. ARgggggg am i so pissed. laura if your reading this FUCK YOU AND I HATE YOU, i cant believe you've done this to me again.

yeah so once again live sucks really bad, but what can you do, anyways why dont you guys talk so much on here anymore, i feel alone, and used, and treated like shit. I really wish it would stop but i dont think ti will unless i make it go away. anyways time to call you guys so i can figure out what maovie we are going to.

dont worry ang things will get better for you, things are getting better for me, i just had two job interviews, one at tim hortons and one at subway. i hope i get one of those jobs, i think i want to go for tim hortons cuz then i dont have to work midnight shift, but if i do midnight shift that means my other night would most likely be free, at least thats how i think it would work. anyways keep posting on here, i'm in a good mood. anyways talk to you all later. -Cya

hello everyone
im sick of being single! not having a b/f sucks especially for this long! i miss the trailer and everyone from the trailer and i can't wait till it opens
i have no further comments....good bye