as you can tell from my last post i didn't go to school today... well i did go but i was there until the start of second period... i went and wrote my test first thing in the morning... and then went to first period cuz i didn't feel like going home right away... now its close to 5 oclock... and i'm getting really bored... i wish steph was around... i've thought about were noelle could be right now... cuz shes not online... meaning she must be out somewhere... and derek isn't online so 2 + 2 = 4... i found out some good news today... Linkin Park is coming on Jan 24, 2004, i'm for sure going to that... i'm going with john... everyone else is of course gonna go but i'm not going with them... only john... it feels wierd talking to john... hes pretty much the only one i have left out of that group... and i know i can trust him, i have kim and steph.... all of them so far away... well kim actually lives in ajax.. but still i never see her... those are the only people i have... this morning when noelle read what i had written down she said she had a comment about the trailor but i dont recall actually writing anything about the trailor only talking about it with someone... i know noelle over heard it cuz she sits next to me buts that ok i dont care what she hears... shes very convinced that i hate her... she boats it around like she wants everyone to know... when i was signing out today matt asked why i was going and noelle said cuz i hate her and i was mad at her and shit like that... then as i was leaving i was standing around cuz i didn't want to go wait outside in the cold, she kept trying to push me away by asking why i haven't left yet... it sounds like shes really trying to get rid of me or at least make me feel quilty for not talking to her much... look i dont know what i'm doing about the whole noelle derek thing but i dont like it so i dont want to be around it and right now being around noelle is alittle ackward cuz every time shes around that comes to my mind... tickets for LP go on sale friday... at 11AM anyways i'm running out of things to say and i'm rambling so i'm done... cya