so the summer is fast approaching and still nothing that big is coming up, well this weekend i'm going to go to wonderland with casey, cortney, kathleen, wagner, and wagner's wench. should be fun. i'm going out to see terri either tonight or thursday night, when ever she feels like giving me a call, and if i dont hear from her i guess she is busy then. oh well what can you do. my trailor is open next weekend, but i'm not going to go up cuz i'll be in barrie, we'll see how that turns out cuz its supposed to be a very interesting night. well i'm starting to get excited abotu going to college, my parents want me to stay in rez for the first year, but matt and casey and liz are counting on me to rent a place with them. i know that if i dont send out my acceptance by the end of the week theres no way i can get into rez, cuz the dead line is april 30. so even if i send it in now i probabyl wont make the dead line. see my parents dont know the dead line, and i hope that they dont find out the dead line cuz then they will be pissed. i asked them what if i didn't get into rez and their answer was dont worry you will be in rez. plus they aren't too happy with me going to college in the first place i had to fight for it. i dont understand why they are being such assholes about it. university is not best thing in the world. i like to work with my hands, therefore college is where i should go, i dont understand why they have the mentality that college is for the dumb. well they can go fuck them selves its my life and i will go about it the way that suits me, so if i go rent a place with some friends and party and shit so what i'm gonna learn the hard way. i hate how my parents try to protect me so much and i also think that they are embrassed to tell people that i'm going to college, cuz they tell everyone that i'm going to university and when those people talk to me about it i tell them that i'm going to college and they are like "oh really". stupid parents, if they are so worried abotu what people think of them dont fucken tell lies in the first place cuz at some point the truth always comes out.

What do you think i'm trying to do? No one will hire me...*crys*

get a job

WOW, someone hasn't been on here in a long while, thats weird, very peculiar.... newaz only 3 days till my b-day, isn't that kick ass, then i'll be 18, hehehehehe, so they can't hold that against me nemore, so :P. U know i hate my mother, if i find a dress i'm actually willing to wear to prom she won't let me get it either due to being too "popular" not "springy" enough, or "too expensive", god i hate her, i mind as well give up now and not even bother going, i'm supposed to go show h er the one we found last night, but i know she ain't gonna go for it, which is whyt i hope my aunt will like it and maybe help, Derek said he would but i don't see the point in that...Moo! and Bah!

oh, what are we supposed to do for the english hamlet stuff?

Sounded like you guys had a pretty fun week-end, lol, you got drunk while i starved..hmmm...whats wrong with that picture, meh i'm going on 42 hours now with out eating as of choice, just haven't been home to really eat nething yet, but oh well. hmmmmm...i want an easter egg hunt,i didn't get to look for eggs, got to eat them tho, loves me chocolate. So where were you last night, we called you a few times, nd charmaine even left you a message. we eatched kill billand everyone was there minus you and Diana, was sad, wasn'tthe greatest movie interesting, but the blood effects got boring with all the spewing, but oh well. I hate not having the "net" at home, i can get on msn, but i can't go to ne sites, like blogger, or even google, says connection cannot be made every single time, sux ass. hmmmm...i wonder what i'll do tonight? Know what i decided Derek needs a car, cuz the last like 3 days matts had to come pick me upfrom stupid church shit, and i bet he's getting quite tired of it, or i have to fast forward timeand get my g2, i guess i should book a test so that i don';t have to wait when my 8 month are up in the summer. How do you book a test just go and say you want to book a test and give them the date, and shit? or do you have to prove nething to them like you took lessons or what not. wow , this is a pretty long post. Human instinct sucks, i don't want to eat ne food but my stomach and brain are thinking hungry, then find sara with money, then no no food, just soem cookies,no food. ok, now i'm talking to myself...i'm such a loser. hehe, less than 2 weeks till my birthday. wonder if i'l get nething good....Sara was buggin' bout what i was gonna do for acelebration and she yelled at me when i said prolly nothin'. i gotta get some job so i can get some money so i can get a tattoo, i hate this need for money, it sucks. sucks, sucks, SUCKS!!! i'm supposed to be meeting some ppl for a french project right now but i haven't seen them yet, wonder where they are..i guess i could write my shit out for them so them can do the brochure before tomorrow, i was just gonna give her the info( not like you care so i'll shut up on that one now). So how many Giurls exactly does wagner have? like those doc chicks, he hides them well. ok i'll stop rambling....... know what sucks, i dunno how i'm getting home today or even if i'm getting home, i don't wanna walk, and i don't think i have ne bus tickets, and i don't think my dad is picking me up so i guessi'm stranded, oh well i can sleepin my locker with my "family". ok i'll stop now, see you later.

Easter Egg Hunt Is On!!! HeHeHeHe Sorry but that was jokes, last night at caseys was pretty fun, you know its nice to be in a small group every now and again, casual drinking, and of course we did get casually drunk. Man its been so long since i've stayed up past 2 in the morning but in the last two weeks i have had two nights were i was up till at least 6am. That was good. But of course i get the after effects now. my typing is terrible, but of course i'm a bit hung over. i cant believe i still have an open bottle at casey's house, well not really, i puked so i didn't really want to finish it, but it tasted so much better then the water that i was drinking. It was those damn fries that casey made, they weren't cooked, and they made me puke. Man those breezers are like juice, i can down those way to fast, for a long time i was ahead of matt and casey by one, but by the end i think they caught up. Yesteray we realized that when we are drinking we take school and this whole college thing a bit more serious cuz i mean look at casey's party we got drunk then went to fleming, last night we were planing it all out and taking it really seriously. And also what we want to do in life when we grow up. Well not just only what we want to do, but sorta making dreams come true and finding a way to make things happen. Anyways thats enough for me. Toodles

yeah, no i won't be doing nething on friday with you guys kinda being lockedin to thebuilding or something like that...newaz, sorry that you got cut off phone lost service, and didn't come back firlike 10 minutes did try calling you again but oh well.meh got nothing else, later....

sorry to remind you but you still kinda owe me $15. anyways onton something else cuz i dont want you to get mad at me. well today at work it hasn't been that bad, its not as fast as the other days which is good but its not that slow either. i dont really know what else to say except good luck on the famine. i take it you wont be out with us on friday then?

Wow, i was the last one to post, weird....i'm on my second "spare" of the morning, heheh, teachers are such push overs, i went to mis dirroco this morning and she's letting me write my test on tuesday, and told me to go straight to the library for her class, and i was here 1st to study, so now i'll take a little break and chat to you bout absolutely nothing. Well, i only got 4 hours sleep last nigh if that and for some reason it completely whiped me out even tho the rest of the week i have been sleeping at midnight, its weird, i'm going to go home tonight after church and hopefully sleep, since tomorrow i'll be up most of the night for that 30 hour fast. i made 250$ in pledges for that, i hate asking ppl for money, tho my mom already paid but thinks she didn't so shes gonna give me another 20$ so i can keep it and get Diana a b-day present possibly, keep it, or just add it to the pledges if i feel that bad for the homeless ppl. who knows tho.

oh ok, it just seeemed like it was bout me, tho i didn't think i bitched when i got woken up, and i was trying to stay awake but kept passing out , i actually vcame on to appologize for being rude, i just kinda tired still, oh shit matt here to get us, to watch movie i'm going to be calling you on th way out the dorr so ,i'll finish this later

no no no, you misunderstand, it had nothign to do with you, i was actually glad you were there. you being asleep and what not actually made me think of the whole thing. its just a general thought. its got nothing to do with how you were on friday. as far as i remeber you didn't bitch about me waking you up anyways. you were perfectly fine. you made a good pillow, thank you. and yeah i know that liz gets benifits by sleeping in caseys bed, but i mean you get benifits at dereks house. meh what cand you do. anyways yeah last night after leaving KFC was pointless. wagner was walking his bitch home. well it turns out that its not the chick we met. meh... guess wagner is a man of many women.

Oh and by the way i'm always out all night with them, no one cares if i sleep cuz theyu usually never doing nething and may i remind you, you were sleeping too, on my ass for a while. the other option to sleep was sit do nothing or go home and take derek away from you guys, and you seemed to want him to stay and drink and i don't have the luxury of being able to take caseys bed like liz, so fuck you too. And i don't care if i was woken up it's when jerks wake you up perpously thinking its funny but if it ever happened to them they'd cry bout it, or have a nice person like me stop someone from doing it, or help them home when they are passing out shit like that...

Woow, someone really does have a pregidice against me...

well it turns out that you didn't stay for a short bit, you were there all night with us, just so that we could wake you up in the morning and kick you out. see this is how i see it, if people want to sleep with others are awake, go home if your not gonna be happy with how much sleep you get, or bitch about beign woken up. that applies to everyone. go home if your gonna bitch cuz you cant sleep with others are awake. well saturday nigth was a waste, no one called me. and matt and casey were still asleep at 9:30 - 10, so i went home. and no one calls me anymore so meh. sunday night i went with casey out for diner for his birthday, to fuckers market place. it was good food, cuz it was caseys birthday casey got a free buffet, while his mom and corey and myself paid. it was so funny the waiteress asked casey if he wanted anythign to drink, as in booze wise, and he told her no cuz he already has had enough for a weekend he doesn't need any more. it was funny. well that was a good night, i bought the two hoobastank cds, and blade II, which is a kick ass movie. well i'm at work so i better start gettign back to work, so i'll post again later. bye bye.

OI! OI! OI! OI! OI! french is boring!

MOO!

lol, very wishful thinking but oh well. I was off the otheer day, cuz i missed like every bus so i basiclly gave up and stayed home, hehehe! Wow, class is so boring, i took a walk from calculus to here, cuz i was so bored. i'm in the library right now and there is still 20 minutes till hmrm, then i get spare and lunch, which is kewl. I'm so frikin tired, i didn't go home till 4 am again, but it's never really my fault since i ususally pass out and thy just leave me sitting there, the least they could do is take me home to sleep, jesus christ. Have you seen Mario RPG? that is the boringist game to watch ever, and i had to watch derek play it for like 3 hours, its so shitty and boring., it may be fun to play but i wouldn't know, and he wonder why i was kinda pissy... moron! newaz, i'm quite hungry, my tummy feels like its eating itself, which isn't always the best thing in the world. Oh shitty, i have to go to church tonight to get stupid pledge for the 30 hour fast, god damn it, why did my mother have to remeber. Do you know when casey is doing his thing? i don't think i'll stay at that for long, i'll like walk home or something so i can sleep for more than 4 hours at a time. Sigh, life is shit. i think all educational buildings, or places with learning involved should be blow up, by whom ever wants to take the job, even if it is osama bin ladden. now if only i had the means...oh welll. Newaz i prolly should get back to class..ok, a choir type thing is singing in the top part of the library, its some class...that fucked, newaz see you later Dan. prolly tongit or something.
Loves you!

why were you off? i forgot to ask you last night. Anyways i'm outta here by 4:30 today, this day has just been too long. i prepared a car for britney spears today, for her to use while shes in town. i wish linkin park would come to town and use one of our cars, i'd make sure that i could personally deliver the car to them. That would be kick ass... i'd be able to meet them. probably not but it is wishful thinking.