Ok well i'm getting fed up, i'm trying to make a good looking side bar but i just cant seem to find that i like and make it work the way i want it too, it really sucks but what can you do, well i know what i'm gonna do, i'm going to keep trying. anyways thats my little spiel for now, i'll talk later.

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well uhh...sorry for not writing in a while but my computer had yet another virus! piss me RIGHT off anyways im back now and ummm....i have nothing to say cept im really tired so i think im going to go pee, brush my teeth and hop into bed....night night

Ok thursday and saturday where great. Hanging out not really doing anything big, just chillin and drinking, great fun. Oh and going to go and pick up laura at 1 in the morning cuz shes supposed to be home but she isn't was fun, damn it was cold but i dont think i ran that fast in the snow before. haha, "knock knock, "Whos there banging on the window, are you gonna hurt us?" "No its me shut up and open the damn door!" "Oh its the german, go open the door for him!" Haha you had to be there to understand that one. Haha my friend lost his key to his house and had to break through the window to ope nthe door forever one, ha that was great, i wasn't there for that but still stories are good too. Haha Dan R got sacked with a banana today that was great, oh and then the memories of sacking derek with the fussball table poles. My damn poles are betn now that sucks. but o well. Chilling with people is so great. Oh and my friend was past out for 14 hours, haha so great. Man drinking is so fun with these guys, i gotta start doing it more. Even though i had nothing to drink on saturday and not that much on thursday to get drunk but i had a buzz it was still alot of fun. Fish are so funnny at 6 in the morning when you have a bit of a buzz. Do you guys have any drinking stories? You all remeber what happened the last time i drank, you know that time, up at the trailor, mid day, by myself, puking in the toilet for 1.5 hours, yeah that was not fun. Oh and when i woke up was even worse cuz the sky was grey and the sun was orangy red. it was not cool, i thought it was the end of the world. Yeah that was the first time i got drunk and boy did my stomach hurt. O well.
-Cya

I think i know why i cant let go of laura and its taken this long to even start not to care if i see her or not on a weekend. I think its cause all my life i've wanted someone to love me and return the love that i have given to people and she was the first one to do so. Laura loved me, she made my day she made me so happy. And i guess now i cant let her go cuz i found someone to love me and i want to keep that forever, she made me feel so special and like nothing could bring me down, i didn't have a care in the world as long as i knew she loved me, and i guess thats also really when we started to have really problems is when i questioned if she loved me or not, and i questioned it so easily cuz i've always wanted someone to love me the way she did and i never got it so i was very insecure and wanted to make it stay and i didn't want anything to take that feeling away from me. So as soon as i saw a threat i would start to get scared and worry which in turn only caused more problems. I just wish she would love me that way she once did, and since she doesn't love me the way she once did that must be why i am starting not to care as much if i dont see her on the weekend, or if i dont get a call from her, sure i still care just not as much anymore. i know that i still cant go a day without talking to her. And i never want have to deal with not talking to her at least once a day. anyways thats my little piece of my life that i think i just figured out, so i'm done for now.
-Cya

Guys i really need to start changing, i want to make things better with laura but we seem to be ok for a couple of days and then somehting happens, like last night i brought up that on the 22nd would have been one year and she flipped out cuz she didn't want to talk about it, and cuz she flipped out i went all quick and then by the end of the night we were screaming and cry and shit like that, guys i really want to change i want to make things better.

well dan, ya see, the thing is....i don't need some people know about all my problems so i think its just better to keep some things just between a few people. but yes it is good to get things out and i know that cyz it works for me. And there are better places to say then then here and i care so...ya!

well, its ok to post not so good things on here, i dont care, cuz we just have so much shit going on thats its good to let it out and what better place then here.

hello everyone, whats up.....not too much here im not happy...once again.....haha what else is new, i bet thats what you all are thinking. well its true. i don't really know what to write cuz anything i have to say i can't cuz it's not good so ya....i think im done...

No my weekend was shit, and i hate life, my mom asked why my neck was so red, and why there were lines around my neck, of course i told her some lie, but whatever. couldn't go through with, i wanted to, but i just couldn't. i need someone...

Ang oh PLEASE! I already know all this Chad shit. EVERYONE DOES so I odn't know what you're trying to hide but anyways. Yea. So Dan what's goin on? This weekend sucked. The civic was soooo boring! And Chad and Katie and Sarah and everyone are assholes. Hope you had a great weekend.

ill tell ya later...

Huh? whats going on ang, sorry about last night i got kicked off msn and couldn't get back on. Tell me whats going on with chad, the next time we talk or you can put it on here but i'm not sure if you want your sister to read what you write about, anyways enjoy the rest of your weekend. -Cya

i just have one thing to say...Chad is an asshole...thanks for playing so much attention to me...ya love you too.....DICKHEAD!

well its 10:16 and im waiting for Pam to get ready...slow poke.... so we can go to the civic for our volenteer stuff. Mind you we don't have to be there untill 11:00 so...im really bored and.............................................ya! apparently i listen to "bad" music a.k.a. punk haha "your a figure skater, your suppoesed to listen to nice, pretty music" ----Sarah Aid it was soo funny...well not really but anyways i think im going to go now cuz i have stuff to do now...thanks mom....

you know what, i think thats it, i think thats it with laura, i think its over, i'm not sure, and if it isn't then i'm dumb cuz i just keep putting up with her shit. thats about all i can say, cuz everything else wont come out.

hello there everyone, well im just getting ready for my competition hahaha i don't have to go to school for the morning and you all doo hehehe anyways ...oh.........haha and i don't do work this afternoon either cuz im going skating! hahaha life is good.......sometimes... anyways i must be on my way....**wish me luck**

That 70's show was so funny tonight, specifically Fezz, oh my god tonight he was so funny. Oh and Jessica Simpsons is dumber then Jacky on the show, and now shes gone, she dumped Kelso. Anyways, yeah laura is driving me nuts, she has such strong feels for this other guy, and she thinks other guys are cute and interesting, the last time she said that she liked him, oh and guess who that is, the one is was talking about above, where she has such strong feelings for him. Is it over with us, why doesn't she like me, am i not enough for her, is she just not satisfied with me. I mean we are not together, but still. It feels like we are sometimes, i dont know whats going on, why does she have to like other people, doesn't she know that it eats me up, and i cant stand it. Today, one of my good buddys i caught eye-contact with her, and she started to blush and go all ready and giddy. What the hell, why cant people leave her alone and her not think about other people, i know it sound possive but i dont care, noone knows how i feel, and how badly it kills me to see her blush and get all giddy and the metion of another guy. Why, why, why cant i have her and her only want me, why does she have to like other people, its not fair. Oh and then there are always people that ruin my plans with her, like how i wanted to take her out on the 14, but no some other guy invited her to go and see his band play, and she said that she might go, she shouldn't have known that i wan't to go out with her that night, cuz a) its a friday and b) its the 14 of Feb.

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing

This is one of my favorite songs everytime i hear it, it reminds me of laura, when we used to sit on the phone until 3 or 4 in the morning singing this song to each other, those were the good old days, when everything was so perfect and i had her with me, i miss her.

I've decided to go with a red theme for the blog for now, cuz i think red and black look so much better then balck and blue, if you guys think that you have a great background and you want it to be put on here, just let me know, and i will look at it and see if it would look nice on the page. I have been experimenting with some other backrounds and i think this one looks cool with the flames coming from the bottom right. Really the flames are coming from the center but the picture is so big that it turned out that way, and it worked for the best so yeah. Gotta return to my homework.
-Cya

well thats great that your putting so much of your time into this...good work dan! lol im talking to his guy (i think its a guy) and he's like "how big is your penis...wait i'll just show you the convo...its quite entertaining
SaCRiFicE EVeRy THiNg yOu KNoW says:
hey
Ang says:
hi
SaCRiFicE EVeRy THiNg yOu KNoW says:
sup
Ang says:
n2m
Ang says:
u
SaCRiFicE EVeRy THiNg yOu KNoW says:
same
SaCRiFicE EVeRy THiNg yOu KNoW says:
how big is ur penis
Ang says:
ummm.......im a girl...
SaCRiFicE EVeRy THiNg yOu KNoW says:
how big?
Ang says:
girls don't have penis'
SaCRiFicE EVeRy THiNg yOu KNoW says:
do u stroke your penis
Ang says:
dude! i don't have a penis
SaCRiFicE EVeRy THiNg yOu KNoW says:
does ur penis smell bad?
Ang says:
who are you!....
SaCRiFicE EVeRy THiNg yOu KNoW says:
joe
Ang says:
joe who
Ang says:
your a lier
SaCRiFicE EVeRy THiNg yOu KNoW says:
have you ever sucked on a penis
Ang says:
uhh ya...
Ang says:
whats w/ the questions
Ang says:
are you a homo
SaCRiFicE EVeRy THiNg yOu KNoW says:
have you ever sucked oon jaimie's penis and the only reason you probly did is ku he;s going 2 the NHL u penis user
Ang says:
oh please!!
Ang says:
i haven't sucked jamies penis
SaCRiFicE EVeRy THiNg yOu KNoW says:
who's penis u sucked
Ang says:
none of you business
and we'll end there! pretty interesting eh??? anyways i must go now ttfn!

Well i made jsut a few more changes, take a look at the scroll bar, that took at least 30 minutes to find out how to do, and then another 30 minutes to get it to work. And i also locked the background in place so that if you cant read a work or a letter you just scroll up or down until you can read it. Haha, alot of work is being put into this site, and wow html coding can get a little frustrating especially when it doesn't work cuz your miss a single character like a semi-colon for example, thats the problem i had, i forgot to put a ';' at the end of a line of coding and the next line didn't work. Well all programmers run into little problems like that, anyways i have to go, i'll post again later.
-Cya

well i just got back from my competition and im so excited! and hungry... anyways i finished off the evening with a very good program that got me second! which had axels and doubles...my first event had no axels and no doubles and i got first!!!! yay me! ya so i think i did very well! frig i had 2 pizza pockets and im still hungry...i want chips anyways i must be on my way...i think im going to watch my videos soon...

Well, 'Spaced Out' gets a new look, you guys like it? i think it looks much better then the old one. I took my a while and some work to get it to look like this, i know that some letters are hard to see cuz of the background but just highlight it with you mouse and you should be able to read it no problem. Anyways if you guys have any suggestions let me know, oh and what bout that random qeustion thing that i was talking aobut before, do you guys what to do that.
-Cya

I found some lyrics that reminded me of the trailor and how i feel about it, i really miss it, and i miss you all, even the ones that dont look at this blog. Anyways only 3 months until it opens, i cant wait, see you then. Oh and ang thought you might like to know whats in my throat. Good luck with your competition tomorrow!!!
-Cya

Oh when I look back now / That summer seemed to last forever / And if I had the choice / Ya - I'd always wanna be there / Those were the best days of my life

well Dan thats nice to know you have snot lodged in your throat! anyways...Grade 8 is boring and no fun! i hate it
well i have a competition tomorrow and i can't wait! i have nothing else to say
later dudes!

Ok well great guess what, i'm sick and it sucks, i really hate it. For the last little while i have had something stuck in my throat, and i found out its snot. Anyways isn't that gross. Yeah so i think i have enough drugs in my to knock over an animal, anyways, my nose is running again time to blow it. Have fun and enjoy your health while you still have it.
-Cya