Guys i really need to start changing, i want to make things better with laura but we seem to be ok for a couple of days and then somehting happens, like last night i brought up that on the 22nd would have been one year and she flipped out cuz she didn't want to talk about it, and cuz she flipped out i went all quick and then by the end of the night we were screaming and cry and shit like that, guys i really want to change i want to make things better.