Day 21

So this is day 21, 3 weeks, that this has been going on, almost a month. i wonder whats going to happen and how this is all gonna turn out, i haev this feeling that they dont mind us bing friends but anything more then that they care about. Hopefully she gets off her grounding soon. 3 weeks is a long time. Well its like 5:20 and i'm off work now, just sitting around, waiting for my dad to get off work so that i can go home. I'm going to go see jimmy and alfie this week and stay for diner. probably wednesday or thursday. I want to go and see brooke again this week. I need that phone card from noelle, and that reminds me i got a cell phone for work. i get txt msgs on it, i tried it today, but i dont know if its gonna cost or anything to receive them so its best not to send anything. Johns place this weekend, i really want to go, but i'm really starting to question cuz i wont get along with chris, laura, and most likely noelle cuz yeah well hard to explain. shes become just like laura did, after we broke up, we were freinds for a bit then pissed each other off completely, and then just dont talk anymore and kinda want each other to die. well oh well, what can you do, another person lost... wagners being a bitch cuz he only calls me when he has nothing better to do, his sister is become more friendlier then he is. meh, shes cool, i've known her since she was like 3 years old. anyways thats enough for today. and i still need to decide wether to drive up to johns or to take the bus. gotta find out when buses come. anyways ciao