Day 16

Well hello again, wow that word took 7 tries to type properally. I got paid today, its great, i get paid $12.00/hour, its great i'd like to see someone i hang out with top that one. So thats 50% more then what i was getting paid at the town of ajax, so i'm for sure not going back to that, here theres more money, and i mean sure its a completely different expierence here. But the job is still relatively easy, and it looks like thats pretty much how its gonna stay, one of the bonuses is that i dont have to deal with little bratty kids. And believe me the ones that went to sports camp were terrible. Hopefully i get my computer by the end of the week, and wow with all the money that i'm gonna be making its gonna be great. I'll be able to go and buy the stereo system for my car. score. but then i also have to put away quite a bit of money for college, and yeah i think thats were i'm gonna go. College insted of university, because i like the sounds of college better. That theory crap that they pull at university is boring. I like the more practical stuff, it makes more sense. Anyways i dont really have much else to say except that its damn day 16 how long will this go on for, i know its only 16 days, and thats not that long but it seems for ever, i mean steph is one of best friends, i can talk to her about anything, she is one of the few people, if not the only person, i can talk to all the time and just never run out of things to say. Still think about her everyday wondering when things will change because even tho we aren't allow to talk now its not goona last forever, eventually we both will not put up with it anymore and will talk, i mean steph is one of the people that i want to keep around forever, there or some other people that i would have liked to keep around forever as well but things changed and its not possible anymore, doesn't mean i dont wish it was otherwise. But i'm sick of giving up good friends, best friends, i will not give up steph, i will fight this till the end, its what teenagers are supposed to do anyways, am i not right? Noelles always saying that i dont rebel enough, but i think i do, not everyone is like her that just disappears for days. It pisses me off how she always has to bitch about that kinda crap, so what i dont mind going home, some people do get along with their parents to some extent. Oh and then theres the fact that she has turned into laura in almost every way. That i will explain a bit later cuz its hard to type it out, lots of explaining invloved, best left to be in person. But seeing as how really its only me in here, and i already know what i'm talking about. Guess it'll just have to wait until i see steph. anyways thats enough ranting for tonight. so later