alrgiht people ... this is me leaving this blog for good ... cant seem to bring myself to any sort of peace on this one ....
i have disgraced charmaine and most assuredly disgraced brooke by letting this shit further her distrust in men ... which is total bullshit
this is safely the first lie i have ever let on ... and im gonna damn near kill my self for it
dont worry . makes no difference to me my lifes shit anyways
im sorry i included everyone in such idiocy ... i dunno how to deal with this so im just gonna go on a long walk and do alot of thinking
i havent slept on eaten in a while again ... but too fucking bad its a small punishment but meh
as for now on my ankle brace no longer exists ... im fucking tired of it ..
i gotta get a grasp on things cause the part where only i give a god damn about what i did is really freakin me out .. i lied to my only friends and let them tell the lies to a girl that has trust issues .. and just for a twist had that girl bust me on it after only knowing me for a short period of time
im sorry brooke but that really isnt me ... all the chances ive had ... thats safely the only lie ive made