Bad Day

so once again phrases prove themselves... "all good things must come to and end." Weekend was good, today was shit. wasn't so mmuch the day just some of the stuff that happened today. this thing with cortney took a turn for the worse, we talked about how she doesn't date, and that shes not changing her mind, and when she does its not gonna be for long term. she just wants to have fun or not get involved with anyone cuz that way no one gets hurt... well we both know that its a little too late now to not be involved. once again where is everyone when i need to talk to someone. i dont think this thing with cortney is going to get any better or go away cuz if we forget about it now its gonna come up again. i mean things will only get worse before they get better. i all most feel like calling laura and talking to her about it. but i doubt that will go too well. i'm sure she'll hang up on me or ask my why i'm calling her. well i dont really know what else to say or whatto do now, i think i might just go for a drive. ciao