let me ask you all one thing...

Have you ever loved somebody so much / It makes you cry / Have you ever needed something so bad / You can't sleep at night / Have you ever tried to find the words / But they don't come out right / Have you ever, have you ever / Have you ever been in love / Been in love so bad / You'd do anything to make them understand / Have you ever had someone steal your heart away / You'd give anything to make them feel the same / Have you ever searched for the words to get to their heart / But you don't know what to say / And you don't know where to start / Have you ever loved somebody so much / It makes you cry / Have you ever needed something so bad / You can't sleep at night / Have you ever tried to find the words / But they don't come out right / Have you ever, have you ever / Have you ever found that one / You've dreamed of all of your life / You'd do anything to look into her eyes / Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to / Only to find that one won't give their heart to you / Have you ever closed you eyes and / Dreamed that they were there / And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care / Have you ever loved somebody so much / It makes you cry / Have you ever needed something so bad / You can't sleep at night / Have you ever tried to find the words / But they don't come out right / Have you ever, have you ever / What I gotta do to get you in my arms baby / What I gotta do to to your heart / To make you understand how I need you next to me / Gotta get you into my world / 'Coz baby I can't sleep / Have you ever loved somebody so much / It makes you cry / Have you ever needed something so bad / You can't sleep at night / Have you ever tried to find the words / But they don't come out right / Have you ever, have you ever

Again why do i fucking feel like this? i hate this shit, i just wish that i didn't have emotions, i wish i never knew what love felt like, i wish i never knew what it felt like to lost someone that you love, i wish i could just die.