Anyways, so another day goes by, still confused as the last. Some odd events seemed to have occurred either today or yesterday and they just baffle my mind even more. I am so lost in what is going on around me, the people that I care about. I have no idea what to do, what to say, or how to react. I guess I'm kinda just sitting here waiting to be told what to do, and what to think. Last night I realized that I don't think at all. Everything I do is just regurgitate, what I have learnt before. I do not seem to use my brain for thinking. And it is evident cuz when asked to think about something I can't. That's probably why I fail English cuz I analyze essays and novels, and I cant because I cant think for my self. I know it sounds really bad, but believe me its worse then it sounds. I have no idea what to do. I guess I am quite useless.