HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA its 6:16 on my watch ........ i havent slept ... eaten ... moved ... spoke ...in hours ... the rains starting now ... im starting to not feel so bad cause now i know i wont miss out on much considering noone will play soccer unless its dry ... i just want all my friends out there to know im not insane right about now ... im just temperarily displaced ... temperarily ... no time limit ... not indefinite ... dunno how long shits gonnna be like this ... but only temperary none the less
Everything ive known is coming to a halt .. .everyone i know is developing something that i cannot help with ... or has already developed it and i had no idea ...

i recently found out that a good friend of mine has lupis along with other diseases ......on her good days she only feels the pain in her chest from the tumour thats the size of 2 fists ... and on her not so bad says ... her skin only cracks .... unlike her bad days ... where it cracks spilts and bleeds uncontrolably

Dan love Brooke and Diana till the very end .... never stop ... when you lose them once ......... its over ... no return after they are gone .... so dont regret anything ..... be all they need you to be and dont hold back nothing like the present cause you cant always react to the past

Matt hold on to all the memories of your grandfather ... you might not be able to see him but he knows you cared ... care ... and will always care ...

Casey you only get one old man in your life ... wether he was an ass then or not he is your father stop being so damn nice and beat it into him that you want him to be a good father ... you mgiht not care at all for him now ... but trust me it all changes once he is gone and you cannot make up for any harsh words or actions ... you can forgive a dead man ... but whats the point ... why forgive someone that cant make anything up to you? ... why not forgive him while he CAN care ... while he can love you back...

im not trying to bud in to your business guys ... but thats my perspective