ok well today was interesting, as if last night wasn't bad enough, i once again had one of those nights were you just sit there thinking cuz you cant go to sleep but there isn't any thought running through your head. i'm ashamed to admit this but eventually i cried my self to sleep. this morning i was writing this huge post and Mr. Todd came by and kicked me off the computer and i didn't post it so it didn't save. And then english was fucked. First off i didn't do my presentation today when i was supposed to and then laura started bitch at me about telling people about us haveing sex and shit. So she was bitching about how i have no right to tell people that. And she eventually told me to fuck and shit so i just didn't care any more, so i started tellign her to fuck off if she tried talking to me. I think i reallyed pissed her off when i told her kim, brooke, alfie, and jimmy know about it too. Thats when she smacked me, and i just sat there smiling, so i think that pissed her off more. Last night we were talking about how she lies and shit, cuz chris was on th phone and i asked some shit that he wasn't supposed to hear, but she told me he wasn't on the phone so its her fault. then we agreed to be open and honest with each other and she just started to lie and say shit wsa private and crap like that, so i ask you this, she can hide shit but i cant? how is that fair or right, but a lieing bitch. But thats not the issue, what she was lieing about was the issue and thats wheni called her a whore yesterday and then today during english. At that point she told me she was gonna kick my ass as soon as i stepped out side of the class, but that never happened, i knew it wouldn't. Then all that shit at lumch what the fuck, i said hey you, but she thought i said whore. Two people told me i should ahve called her one. Leslie says to say that i said Hey laura cuz that matchs whore more then hey you. Either way i dont fucken care. she fucken attacked me for that, just glad i ducked when she started swinging, and just glad i turned to the side when she started going for my nuts, otherwise if she hits those, i would ahve punched her in the face. And now trying to do all this english presentation shit is pissing me off i have like half done. I dont know what else to do. Its pissing me off, o well i think i'll just bull shit some more. Oh i have to think about it, but i might still come up to your cottage matt. Cya later